Ahhhhh Drugs: Those were the days. We didn't know any better. I was born and raised Chiropractic - never had a drug my entire life, not even a prescription drug or over the counter drug. Then Vietnam. Discovered where Hell is (The northeast corner of Cambodia) spent three weeks there. Within a month after Cambodia I experimented with drugs a bit. About 2-3 months worth. Got myself sick, ended up in the hospital and that was the extent of my drug use. Smoked a little pot after that and a bit in College but nothing significant. Haven't touched the stuff since Nov. 1975. And to this day have never had a prescription drug or over the counter drug.
I did the Scientology Purification rundown back in the Spring of 89. That got rid of all the drugs from Vietnam. I had so few drugs in me that it only took three days. Their official detox organization is called Narconon.
It's true when going through a true detox program you will experience the drugs again. However, its nowhere near the effects of taking the drugs originally. In my books and CD I explain that phenomonon. It's called retracing.
I've been taking care of "terminal" cancer patients for the past 7-8 years. One of the biggest problems they go through is when the Chemo starts coming out to be eliminated by the liver. A true detox phenomonon. For sure it makes the patient sick but not as bad as when they took the Chemo in the first place. I like to refer to it as a shadow of the original.
With any good detox program this phenomonon will happen. It must happen if you are to recover fully. It's one of the biggest problem Natural Healing has. "Oh I tried that Natural Healing stuff and all it did is make me sick". Well, of course it did. It's not possible to be healthy with all those chemicals in you. Not possible. They HAVE to come out and you won't like that BUT again, the symptoms aren't anywhere near as bad as taking the drug in the first place and once out of your system amazing things happen. Your body gets healthy and your mind clears up. The panic and paranoia goes away - peace inside. Ahhhhh. That's what its all about. The health of youth returns.
So you will have, and feel, a shadow of the drugs you took in your college days. But it's well worth it. Schulze has some excellent detox tea I recommend for this exact thing. It's basically a blood cleaner and is great for the detox phenomonon.
Consider this. The paranoia and apprehension you now have is caused by the chemicals that have to be eliminated. Own up to it. You screwed up, so did I, time to pay the piper. Fortunately its not as hard as "they" make it sound and once accomplished you'll wonder why you waited so long to do it. It's really a very inspirational thing to go through.
I'll be posting an essay I wrote called "The Creation of the Post-Human being". It has to do with the mass drugging of society and the significance thereof. I don't have that article on my web site but its been on a few others.
The use of recreational drugs and prescription drugs is by design. So it's not entirely your fault. But it is your responsibility to clean them out and once that is accomplished you'll fully understand what I'm saying here. Go for it - you won't be disapointed. Doc