Boy do i know about being isolated!!
I currently dont have any friends to speak of (my choice, or was it lol), its just easier. I'd go out to a club and spend the whole night worrying about my breath (its bad) and going to the toilet to spray my mouth with breath freshener. Go out of my way not to breathe on anyone. Thing is, im sooo lonely.
The few people i do know, all know i have bad breath, i know they do!! i can see it in their faces. One thing this BB does for you is give you the gift of reading people and homing in on vibes. What hurts is not one person has ever said "i know you have it and im here, how can we get this sorted, how can i help" they pretend you dont have it and your talking out of your backside (which is close to the truth acutally lol, smells like it anyway)
My daughter is now 12. It was no problem when she was young, id talk she'd still look at me with innocent unknowing eyes. Now its different, she knows and its tough to take, really tough. I've thought about suicide sometimes, not that i would because i couldnt do it to my baby but if it wasnt for her i know id think "whats the point!"
I want a normal life so badly. Im single and i would love to hold someone and for them to hold me, but HOW!! who would'nt be offended by bad breath!!? there is such a stigma to it, its like the worst thing anyone could have and tops the BIG TURN OFFS IN A PARTNER list everytime!!
The years are ticking by and i feel i live a half life, simply going through the motions like a robot and not getting any real joy because "oh i forgot" ive got bad breath!!! it keeps coming back to haunt me in my mind everytime i get too ahead of myself lol
Ive tried lots and lots of things, most of the stuff on these boards, all i have left is give the "GO GREEN" thing a try. no meat, no dairy, no nothin lol
Im also going to try taking apple cider vinegar 3 x's a day (nothin to lose eh)
Im going to do a colon cleanse, theres a good one i read about called Oxypowder
Im going to floss religiously! 3 times a day (use the brush ones not the string)
Ive just received my sonicare toothbrush, which i am using for the first time
Start taking Chlorophyll pellets.
vegetables and drinking that and water nothing else.
I dunno, geez...............got to keep trying right.
Any other suggestions would be great.
Thanks for listening & understanding