Hi,
I am 90 punds overweight. I had a somewhat cruddy childhood, alcholic father, work alcholic mother, raised myself. Emotional, mental, physical probable sexual abuse. Which I have made great progess in coming to terms with and have forgiven those people and I don't feel it to be an issue any longer. My son died when he was 11 weeks old back 1996, I was only 25. I have a wonderfull 13 year old daughter, a great husband, a successfull business. All my problems started with the death of my son, I gained 70
pounds (I'm 5 foot nothing) I was always within my normal weight range and healthly. I have after 8 years come to terms with his death as much as humanly possible and am trying to move forward. However I think on some level, probably emotional I still have issues.
My health problems are obesity, anixety, panick disorder, depression, my doctor allowed me to get addicted to xanax, been taking it for 6 years now. I don't have any health problems that are not related to my weight problem. But, there are several that go along with being severly overweight. And a smoker, I have smoked 2-3 packs a day in the past. I would love to quite but I can't right now so the best I can do is cut back greatly, which most days I do well at, yesterday I had about a 1/2 pack?? So I have the CFS, allergies, above "mental" problems, shortness of breath(who wouldn't), I also have candidia. But, I guess of all the things to have I'm pretty lucky. I know what I need to do, just don't have the "will" to do it, at least not for long.
Sometimes, I feel that I do not deserve to be healthy, my son wasn't healthy, he was born with a heart defect (no ones fault, just nature. I know I need to get passed that.
Any suggestions are welcome. Thanks for listening
Libra
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Hi,
I am 90 punds overweight. I had a somewhat cruddy childhood, alcholic father, work alcholic mother, raised myself. Emotional, mental, physical probable sexual abuse. Which I have made great progess in coming to terms with and have forgiven those people and I don't feel it to be an issue any longer. My son died when he was 11 weeks old back 1996, I was only 25. I have a wonderfull 13 year old daughter, a great husband, a successfull business. All my problems started with the death of my son, I gained 70
pounds (I'm 5 foot nothing) I was always within my normal weight range and healthly. I have after 8 years come to terms with his death as much as humanly possible and am trying to move forward. However I think on some level, probably emotional I still have issues.
My health problems are obesity, anixety, panick disorder, depression, my doctor allowed me to get addicted to xanax, been taking it for 6 years now. I don't have any health problems that are not related to my weight problem. But, there are several that go along with being severly overweight. And a smoker, I have smoked 2-3 packs a day in the past. I would love to quite but I can't right now so the best I can do is cut back greatly, which most days I do well at, yesterday I had about a 1/2 pack?? So I have the CFS, allergies, above "mental" problems, shortness of breath(who wouldn't), I also have candidia. But, I guess of all the things to have I'm pretty lucky. I know what I need to do, just don't have the "will" to do it, at least not for long.
Sometimes, I feel that I do not deserve to be healthy, my son wasn't healthy, he was born with a heart defect (no ones fault, just nature. I know I need to get passed that.
Any suggestions are welcome. Thanks for listening
Libra