First of all, please excuse my errors of spelling, English isn’t my native language, but I will do my best to be as descriptive as I can. I am not sure if to tell the story long or short, thou. Maybe if I choose the long version it will help somebody, who knows… So, I will share my story here, just like so many poor dear fellow sufferers wich I embrasse and wish them happy healhty lives. I would like to give a special hug to our amazing ICU! Thank you ICU, thank you so much, God bless you, you’re a special soul, for sure.

After turpentine I tried everything: DE, MMS, clay, food grade hydrogen peroxide, Lugol, Dr. H. Clark’s protocol, zapping, fasting, tapping (EFT), crying, praying, crawling myself on the floor, nothing seems to work. Not even ICU’s protocol for tapes! I took Yomesan for one week just to stick to the protocol, but these demons crawled on my head when they sensed it! Praziquantel and Albendazole seems to numb them a bit, but not near killing. I’m sure it is a matter of how to take it and with other combinations maybe.

I refuse to let myself beaten and defeated by these monsters inside me, although it seems I have slept on my own tail. How can a person be that numbed not to admit that something so grose and deadly is living inside and feasting with… myself???! I almost understand the doctors that doesn’t want to admit that we are speaking the truth, with disemination cases in particular. I had my share with “delusional parasitosis”, thank you very much. Even my former fiance doesn’t belive me! He’s not former for no reason. I am alone, isolated, not willing to be melodramatic, not willing to give up, but cannot help feeling helpless. It’s just me and you, the curezone world. Please, help me, I’m a severe case of many adult tapeworms and other parasites infestation, but mostly and badly tapes. I know I have tapes because I expeld two with an horror method ( sitting with the butt in a bucket with some warm sweet milk). And even if didn’t expeled, I knew it’s tapes, only they can be that long.:((((( I will talk about the method with milk, if somebody is interested, but all I can say is if you have heart problems (I have a healthy heart, at least ), seriously, do not do it. I did the method twice, and second time, after sitting with my butt stocked in the bucket for a half an hour, after the entire monster crawled into the milk, I passed out for a few seconds. Didn’t realise that was a small faint, I was on my knees and in my mind I thought I rest myself in the bathroom – I was confused. I cannot describe how it feels to go thru this experience, it’s unhuman. But I was desperate and it was a blessing that it got ridden myself from two long monsters. It is so hard for me to talk about this.

I try the hollistical approach of healing myself, in need to understant why I attracted this experience. And I’m feeling that the answers are: “to fight for my own life”/”to take (back) control of my own life”/”to learn how to love myself”.  At one point these affirmations was kinda bullst to me, but now, dealling with these, not anymore. Reading and try looking on a different perspective, all seems having sense. The parasites are… accepted only in animals and children cases. Why? They have something in common, maybe linked to counsciousness. The children are in primary states of it, more instinctual, the animals… are just animals, without counsciousness. Maybe for us, the adults with these kind of parasitosis it’s an wake up call for growing up, taking back control of ourselves and lives, but gently, in an adult manner, with love, especially for ourselves. Also, because they are dark creatures are linked to our unconcious, to our Shadow, again, can be linked with, yes, instincts. I don’t think it is  a coincidence that they are living in belly/inestines/sexual organs, the most instinctual area of ours. The monsters attack the liver – “ the one who lives”. I try to meditate imagening myself being flooded inside with warm white-yellow light, to “fry” them, ‘cause they hate light, hate life. Maybe they are the mirroring the depression, they feed with negative energy like anger, fear, letting go ourselves in the bad way etc..

I read about Matt’s protocol, I looked for his messages to find the protocol, I even pm-ed him two times asking him directly, not being rude or anything like this, but nothing happened. This protocol seems a little different, for heavy infestation like mine, from what I’m guessing and reading.  Hopefully, Matt is doing great now and not staying much on CZ. Maybe someone who knows his protocol (if it is tried even better)  will help me, I don’t think Matt will be upset if I get the protocol from somebody else.