"JUST WATCH ANY YOUNG FEMALE IN A PARK WHEN MUSIC IS PLAYED---THERE IS NO STOPPING THEM---------HOURS AND HOURS PASS BY AND STILL THEY HAVE NOT HAD ENOUGH....i have found this is NOT the same in young male as they are more toxic !!!!"
A scathing generalisation!
I was under the impression that the sublime difference between woman and man was due to lower levels of intelligence rather than lower levels of toxicity...I could be wrong, however...and I may be joking...
Greetings J,
Thank you for taking the time to compose your thoughts. I have enjoyed reading of your views for a number of months now; in fact, I rather wondered where you had wandered off to of late…it is good to see that you have returned.
Your own fasting experience is encouraging. I have been planning an extended fast for some time, but old emotions and oppressive family members seem to consistently force me into regression. I just received MH’s dewormer and kidney cleanse formula, so I hope to complete the course of both before commencing my (at least) fourteen-day fast. Interestingly, I also received Dr. Christopher’s, The School of Natural Healing, so I surely have much to study when I am abstaining from food.
The clearing of negative emotions is my highest priority, as I can not imagine myself ever being “well” whilst hanging onto these destructive, malignant thoughts. It feels as if my mind and body are attempting to self-destruct at periodic intervals and I would surely do far better in “life” were I free of them and the curse they bring.
The odd thing is, I am incredibly thin so I am not entirely sure where this toxicity is hiding, since there is almost nothing of me! Still, I can feel it within me, so something must be done.
Reading of you waking each morning to pleasant thoughts and feelings is incredibly inspiring. As of now I wake each morning feeling as if I have been mauled in my sleep (…deathly encounters with incubus and succubus…), plus my mental state is especially horrendous in the a.m., yet it peaks when dusk falls. For months I can feel “reprogrammed,” as you put it, yet one “panic-attack” later and I am right back where I began, feeling as if all I had just learnt and experienced was futile. Oh well…
I am considering leaving the internet (and all technology) for as long as I fast, and abstaining from all things except sunlight, air, distilled water and bowel formula; returning to “life” renewed and refreshed: pure and innocent, yet enlightened. The thought itself is wondrous…
You have most certainly aided in my recovery from the far-from-surprising, bi-monthly “panic-attack.”
Lee.
"you want something that is inferred by all their brainwashing techniques of advertising and tv and films and books, but it simply doesnt exist. i, too, would have killed for a diagnosis at one point. i am lucky i never really got one."
That is not strictly true. What I want is to be certain; to rid myself of suspicion and the doubt it breeds. I do realise that all dis-ease is one and the same, regardless of symptoms and/or labels, yet a part of my mind (that which still recalls the years of fear and paranoia) requires satisfaction. I would love nothing more than for a blood test to come back "all-clear," yet I know in my heart that, even if it did, all is not well...
My pH will tell the story, and I shall divulge the first reading to members of this very forum...whether they wish to read of it or not! I am, to an extent, still very "new" to the world of natural health, thus, on occasion, I am guilty of returning to my darkest of pasts - the mind's bleak plateau where only depression dwells.
Thank you for the virtual slap in the face, Mr. Toad ;) - it is very much needed at times.
"you want something that is inferred by all their brainwashing techniques of advertising and tv and films and books, but it simply doesnt exist. i, too, would have killed for a diagnosis at one point. i am lucky i never really got one."
That is not strictly true. What I want is to be certain; to rid myself of suspicion and the doubt it breeds. I do realise that all dis-ease is one and the same, regardless of symptoms and/or labels, yet a part of my mind (that which still recalls the years of fear and paranoia) requires satisfaction. I would love nothing more than for a blood test to come back "all-clear," yet I know in my heart that, even if it did, all is not well...
My pH will tell the story, and I shall divulge the first reading to members of this very forum...whether they wish to read of it or not! I am, to an extent, still very "new" to the world of natural health, thus, on occasion, I am guilty of returning to my darkest of pasts - the mind's bleak plateau where only depression dwells.
Thank you for the virtual slap in the face, Mr. Toad ;) - it is very much needed at times.