I hope to receive my pH strips tomorrow, so I can determine my own "state" as of Wednesday, perhaps.
I know it may seem weak but I simply needed some reassurance. Every few months or so I suffer a mild "panic-attack" of sorts, which is brought on by memories of my miserable past; this leads to my doubting each and every single thing I have learned over the past years, and months in particular. I am hoping I will be able to "cleanse" myself of the effects these memories provoke, in time...
Anyway...perhaps a little too much information there, on my part.