I'm also taking pantethine (pantesin) and brewer's yeast, as well as bee pollen and raw meats/organs for B vitamins.
Scotty,
You need to take equal parts pantothenic acid with pantethine. You won't see a big difference without the 2 together. Also, how much pantethine are you taking? You are so lucky to be able to take pantethine it was a huge help for me until I became intolerant of it. It always brought me out of a crash within a few days and had me up and "normal" again. Normal usually means being able to tolerate stress more, doing shopping in moderation, and enjoying tv and music.
I would not worry that you are falling apart. The wrinkles come and go. One day when I'm having a "good day" they are either not there, or they are much less visible. Then I can turn around and crash and bam! They come back. So I don't think they are that telling.
I also noticed that at times I have to give myself a break from being on here because one post can, when i'm more vulnerable, make me crash. Usually it's a post that scares me and not something negative someone said, because so far, most people on here, if not all, are very good people and are careful at what they post.
I stopped reading for a few days all things about my health and tried to concentrate on only happy things. There was a huge difference in my health! I was having more energy, adrenals stopped aching, was able to shop a little, brain fog wasn't as bad, and I was just in a generally good mood. Then I splurged on some juice and dark chocolate and it made me sicker. I didn't completely wipe out but it set me back.
Anyhow, I've done that many times in the past years on curezone, stopped reading for a while about my illness, and replaced all the reading and worrying with reading very superficial things that made me happy. Like for example, decorating my house with whatever I wanted, or reading about happy news only and avoiding the news on tv and internet like the plague. Happy news usually meant that if the papers reported something good about a celebrity and not too invasive into their privacy then maybe I would allow myself to read it, like perhaps so and so has a leading roll in this new movie, or so and so is having a baby! Just happy things. If it posted something negative about someone then I avoid it at all costs. I can't stand how tabloid the news is these days and how they trash people, somehow forgetting these people are human.
You really have to refuse the thoughts that are negative and purposely replace them with happy thoughts and happy things in your life no matter how small they are. Sometimes it's very hard but with practice it starts to kick in after a few days and you will find yourself with more energy and less fear. Then be able to heal better.
I know I'm repeating myself here, but it's very important if you find yourself thinking negative thoughts about your health, it's imperative to immediately shut off anything that you are reading that reminds you of your ill state and to fill that with things you really enjoy.