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I haven't posted to this forum in months. I don't recognize any of the names I saw on here.. but that's not my reason for the post.
I have been doing a LOT of thinking (in general, but) lately about real life options that I have. I've posted in the past that I've had what I believe to be a fecal Body Odor (I can't smell it) for most/all of my life. People have told me I smell like sh*t, death, rank, garbage, sewage, "gamey", and so on and so forth. I have heard these things for so long now that I believe I've developed some type of immunity to them and I also EXPECT to hear these things when I'm out... I am surprised if I make it home without hearing it. I realize it's not my fault I smell this way so I cant let these comments bother me LIKE THAT, but... there is something that DOES bother me. That is the fact that there will more than likely never be a real love in my life because of this. It is impossible to "get to know someone" while smelling like sh*t. And this has brought me to the place that I currently am in life.
I am a 27yr old female who has never had a valentines love, a Christmas love, a summer love, a winter love, a new years kiss, or an anniversary. I didn't come to this site to give a sob story though. Material things, although nice, are not what is important in life. I kind of have that hippie mentality that you should share a bond with the earth and love makes the world go 'round. I don't even want to get deep into the love subject but basically I believe that without love there is no purpose, and with no purpose there is no reason to be.
Today is Oct 1st, well 2nd because it's after midnight, and I believe this will be my last October. I am hurrying to write a collection of short stories and poems so that people don't get left with the "wonder" and "why" syndrome that seems to stem from these type of situations. And everyday this month I plan on going out and connecting with the earth and people who mean something to me. If something monumental has not happened in my life by then then Oct 31 will probably be my last day here. I have a lot of things to do. Over these next 30 days I have to plan out everything that is to happen after my death (who gets what, make sure other affairs are in order, make sure my family knows what to do with my body), but I won't be concerned with those things until about the 20th or so.
I have tried too much, I have spent too much money. I have gone to the doctor about this.. they were acting retarded. I just wanted to let you guys know it should be a beautiful 30 days and I will try to keep you posted. I plan on doing many spiritually enlightening and meditative things. I don't want my mind to be clouded with the hate people give out when I do this. I will need for my mind to be clear.
But whew, I have a LOT of writing to do. I don't even know what words to use to make "regular" people understand.Advertisement
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- Re: It's been a long time ricky37
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This is a reply to # 1,700,097Hey,
Your post was a shock.
1. Do you have friends? If so, what about working on those relationships?
2. Romantic relationships are a good thing, yes, but I do tend to think the US society tends to blow them out of proportion. Sometimes I do think they are overrated.
3. Why don't you hold on and just see - there may be more to live for. Perhaps you're rushing things.
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This is a reply to # 1,700,097I can only imagine what it feels like to have your condition. I would be lying if I said I knew how it felt.
But, I too am 27 years old and I never had what you call a xmas love, new years kiss, summer fling, etc. I don't let it bother me much, know why? Because I have respect and PRIDE in who I am. I never look down on myself and say I'm not good enough. I don't let people's thoughts or opinions affect me.
You too should have more respect and pride toward yourself. Please don't be so defeated and let others walk over you because that is exactly what you are doing if you end your life.Advertisement
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- Re: It's been a long time #127253
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This is a reply to # 1,700,097If you do that you'll immediately find your self going to eternity for ever with no return and that will be hell, you will regret it, living here with this problem is way better, count your blessings, have faith in God, thank Him for everything, it is mercy from Him that you have a new day here with all His blessings on us, enjoy everything God gave you here and thank Him, turn this negative thing (this BO ) to a positive in your life, Ignore what people say or think because they don't understand they didn't have this problem, submit your life to Jesus Christ and thank Him for what He did for you to save you from spending eternity in hell, have faith in God, try things to help eliminate this BO like take high dosage of vitamin c or try hydrochloric acid with meals with milk thistle and drink lots of water before eating //www.curezone.org/clark/digestion.asp,.
Try probiotics and stop sugar, dairy and wheat or gluten all thees help and avoid stress, read the Bible New King James start with the Gospel of John, Jesus Christ loves you, pray and ask Him to come to your life and see that He is really enough for you.
Try to find what can help your condition like us here and live with it better than losing everything, God bless you and help you find the right way, I'll be praying for you.
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- Re: It's been a long time Bgone
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This is a reply to # 1,700,097You were born with this problem for a reason. If you end you life, not only will you reincarnate into the next with the same condition, you may be also born with mental deficiencies. Many people with downs syndrome are returning suicides.
Many suggestions of the poster above are good ones. It is likely that you have a yeast/heavy metal/ parasite issue. Take time to chelate heavy metals, clear your liver, bowels, and kidneys, AVOID SIMPLE CARBS/SUGAR FOR AT LEAST THREE MONTHS, get rid of the candida and parasites, and rebuild your gut. Have you not tried to go to a good naturopath for his guidance?
Suicide would be the easy way out, I know. I can also say I know EXACTLY how you feel. Guess what? I'm going through the same exact thing. Fecal odor. I'm 19 years old, still go to school, have a girl friend, yes I have a girl friend smelling like s#!t. You know why? I forget about the odor and let my personality and true self sign through. Your letting your odor define your whole being, your letting it control who you are, and that's why you are getting no where. You say that your a hippie. You need to strengthen your love for nature and connect with it. Forget about humans and their intentions, we are by far the meanest species of them all. Know that there is something higher and more powerful than us, who created something out of nothing, and created your life and soul. No other human should have control over YOUR life and soul.
The first thing I would recommend you do right now is change your perception. Second go and rent the movie "the secret" this is what the most powerful people on the planet use to achieve their goals. Third FIND THE BEST NATUROPATH IN YOUR AREA and go to him, he will end this for you once and for all.
I know we can fix this, anything is fixable if you know how. You can't change your own oil can you? For a mechanic this is cake. You can't fix yourself obviously, for a naturopath this is cake.Advertisement
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- Re: It's been a long time #126183
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This is a reply to # 1,700,097It's a problem caused by the gut. Bacteria in the small intestine to be exact. Forget candida. Now, I'm not saying that's the cause for everyone, but surely for most. I'm saying all this based on what we have discovered and achieved so far on the forum from my country. We came to this conclusion not that long time ago and most people have had at least some relief. A few got cured, and as the time goes by we get more of those. Results vary and it takes time.
So this is what you do:
- avoid all sugars, fructose, refined Sugar yada yada
- no alcohol, junk food etc.
- NO FLOUR
-NO MILK or any of its products!!! They contain lactose, a sugar. And this particular Sugar the bacteria LOVES.
- diet is different for everyone, but the basics are the same. Avoid what makes the problem worse. In your case its impossible since you can't smell it, but this is so that others know. In my case vegetables and any sugars make it the worst for me. I mostly eat sausages, some chicken, eggs and fish. That's pretty much all i eat. Again, for some this will be different.
- METRONIDAZOLE(flagyl in the US if im not mistaken) or XIFAXAN - Antibiotics . Not essential, but def helpful. You'll need a perscription for that though. Almost everyone had their smell gone while on it, xifaxan especially(its expensive though), and after a whole round the smell eventually came back, but almost always nowhere near as bad.
- LACTOBACILLUS ONlY probiotics. THIS IS NOT TO BE SKIPPED. No bifidos. One of the most important steps i think. Lots of it, taken with every meal preferably, to bring back the normal balance in the gut.
- Liver support.
-Betaine HCL 2-3 with every meal.
This is all I remember at the time. I know the diet's rough and hard. I've lost a lot of weight and so has everyone on this protocol. But Im not lying saying this works. This might not fix you entirely, but if you follow it, youll get better. I used to stank reaaaally bad, and now it's there still, but maybe only in 20%. until I eat something prohibited that is. I go to school, have friends, basically live my life close to normal now. Forgive the lack of punctuation and stuff. dont feel like doing it. I know this is all confusing the way i wrote it but sorry im no writer lol
- Re: It's been a long time jboy7185
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This is a reply to # 1,700,379you can eat sausages? what kind? I'd love to incorporate that into my diet.
- Re: It's been a long time zxcvb1
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MoreThis is a reply to # 1,700,396Whatever kind my parents buy hehe I fry it in vegetable oil and eat it. Tastes great and contains whole bunch of calories which is good for me since im terribly skinny. But like I said, it's not for everyone. It makes the odor for some worse. Try it though it might be ok for you. It's not that it does not cause any odor at all for me. It does cause some, but it does not even compare to what i smell like when i eat vegetables. Hope this helps.
- Re: It's been a long time jboy7185
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This is a reply to # 1,700,400odor isnt a problem for me, most of my effects are mental/neurological and abdominal pain.
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No, not at all. I was thinking about doing a liver flush, but if i remember correctly it must be done with some kind of juice. And that is a no no, because juice equals lots and lots of sugar. And Sugar equals smelling like sh!t in my case... Sucks a ton. Im young and have to deal with this bs, but I'm improving so this allows me to stay positive. I used to have suicidal thought a lot too, but I got great parents and could not do this to them. And i love life. Ill keep you all posted if we make any new discovery. We're still not sure what causes the imbalance or overgrowth of bacteria into the small intestine whichever is the cause of the smell. We thought about lack of stomach acid or maybe sluggish liver. Nothing certain yet though. SIBO which is small intestinal bacterial overgrowth is a condition related to ours. Or maybe it is the condition we suffer from, but with additional/different symptoms. You may want to read up on it.
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- Re: It's been a long time Bgone
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This is a reply to # 1,700,404I have read up on it and think that this is a result of a bad environment period. What makes you think this is only bacteria related? Why not candida or parasites? Has any of you had culture tests done to see whats living in your gut?
- Re: It's been a long time zxcvb1
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This is a reply to # 1,700,408Antibiotics kill bacteria only. That's all they do. And if that helps what other proof you need? Like I said, vast majority had their odor not there when on xifaxan. But it comes back, mostly not as bad though. If it was due to candida, Antibiotics should make the smell WAY worse, because they make even more space for fungus to grow. Back in the day I thought it was all caused by candida. Thanks to curezone and everyone who had no effin clue what they were talking about. I spent a bunch of money on caprylic acid, threelac, coconut oil and all the rest. I was on a candida diet too. I did have some small improvements, but that's because the candida diet and the diet for bacteria are very similar. No Sugar being the most important. I also have had an endoscopy, and so have many others on our forum. No candida in the esophagus or duodenum even though a lot of us have thrush. But thrush in our case is just an indicator of bad gut balance. In fact a lot of people have thrush to some extent and they dont even know/notice. All thanks to the western garbage diet.
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I just remembered. I think 3 people from our group have taken the lactulose breath test, which examines if you have an overgrowth of bacteria in the small bowel. All came positive. You do the math.Advertisement
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- Re: It's been a long time Bgone
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This is a reply to # 1,700,416If this is the case why don't you do a Bowel Cleanse then hit up some GSE, goldenseal and echinacea along with the diet, kefir, and liver flushes. Then rebuild your gut with intesti new and MSM, you would be fine.
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- You can heal this NotTwo
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This is a reply to # 1,700,097It is possible to heal your condition without spending a lot of money. The smell that is coming out of your body is a result the rot and decay that is going on in your body. For most people, this is a result of diet, eating foods that don't digest cleanly in the body. The Standard American Diet will ultimately lead to bad health, and the symptoms you are experiencing are a result of such a diet.
A very clean diet, such as a low fat raw vegan diet, will heal your condition, given enough time. However, many cannot bear to live on a diet of only fresh fruits, vegetables, nuts and seeds in their raw and fresh state. But if you want to experiment, or use such a diet as a cleanse to see if you have any improvements, by all means, try it. By low fat I mean 10% or less of the calories come from fat.
If you can not do a low fat raw vegan diet, then try a low fat cooked vegan diet, with lots of raw foods included. If this is still too hard, then try a low fat vegetarian diet. Ideally the foods are whole foods, minimally processed (or not at all), in their freshest possible state, and organically grown.
The foods that ought to be eliminated from your current diet, in order of benefit in removing these foods are:
diary
meat
processed foods
other animal products
wheat
grains
In addition to cleaning up the diet, you want want to also practice the habits that create health: getting plenty of rest and sleep, exercise, fresh air, sunshine, clean water, reducing stress and anxiety.
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- I would eliminate chicken at first NotTwo
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I would try removing all animal products, including chicken and fish, until the problem went away. Then, after the odor is gone, try adding in a particular food and see how your body handles it.
So start with the elimination of most foods excepts fresh fruits and raw vegetables. You need to eat enough calories to meet your energy needs, so what I recommend is eating bananas and other sweet fruits to get your calories, rather than fatty foods like avocados. And eat lots of salad vegetables too, like lettuces, spinach, celery, tomatoes, cucumbers, etc. You can use the internet to search about eating a low fat raw vegan diet.
This will lead to lots of detoxification. You will want to learn about the symptoms of detoxification, so that when they hit you, you are prepared. The best way to handle detoxification is to stay at home and get lots of rest and sleep. In many cases, this will be all you feel like doing anyways.
But after you detox, you will feel so much better. And when you find the odor has gone away, you can slowly introduce some of your old favorite foods and see if they cause you to have symptoms again.
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