megghill
Hi all. I feel that this discussion is good. I have tried EVERYTHING to get this under control (ozone, supplements, diet, "detoxing", amino acids, heavy metal elimination, skin brushing, massage, accupuncture, chiropractor, prayer, counseling, sleep, alkaline water, urine therapy, thyroid meds, herbs, yoga, etc. etc. etc. ) and my conclusion is I have to get my thoughts under control! I have OCD and am always worried and stressing about everything. I spend hours a day researching health stuff and it freaks me out because many times it's the worse case senario and then you think that you will end-up like the person you are reading about who never got well or who has been "cleansing" for 15 years. I understand this is a symptom of weak adrenals (stressing out easily), which I have...I have been in an Addison like state several times over the years and the doc had me on hydrocortisone shots which I stopped due to side effects and I don't like the thought of taking steroids, even in small doses. They also didn't make me feel better. I have noticed relief from adaptogen herbs (SUMA) from Natures Sunshine was the best. What has helped me the best is diet of lean meat, steamed veggies only. Raw made my symptoms much worse for ibs and nut butters and avocados too hard on the digestion.
Anyways, I just went off on a tangent here but my point is that the more time I spend researching and on curezone the more freaked out I get and my uncle even said I have the "spirit of hypochondria" resting on me. He and others know I am sick but I am making it far more worse by stressing out over every little ache and pain in my body. If my eyelid twitches...I go to the computer and type in "eyelid twitching + causes" in google! I am a problem solver and I am just trying to get to the "root" of this but all of the research and analyzing is causing me too much stress and then guess what? MY ADRENALS GET WEAKER! The adrenals do not know the difference between physical and mental stress...stress is stress!!! The days when I write or paint or go watch a good positive movie are more healing.
Anyways, my point is that if I never stop stressing, my adrenals will never heal and that means my candida will never heal. I'm not saying I haven't gotten a ton of great and useful info. on here because I have and am so grateful to all of you on here for your advice, love, and support I am just saying to limit your time on here and spend your time doing something that brings you joy and peace. I know it's hard to feel joy and peace when you are chronically ill because everything feels like a drag or a chore and sometimes it takes so much effort to get to the computer but even listening to a CD of healing music or positive affirmations or anything that takes your mind off of the illness will get you closer to healing don't you think? The find myself weak in the spirit most times due to a lack of energy and then giving into the illness...feeding into it...claiming it has power over me! I can't go on like this anymore and I am too depressed to heal myself or pull myself out of this, which is why I go get prayer from others, but I have resisted going on any meds for my ocd and
Depression for a long time because I have been trusting God will heal me, which I believe he is everyday and I have gradually seen some progress but it's not healthy for me to live like this anymore. I am going to get on some anti-depressants so I can get out of my head and stop thinking these horrible dark thoughts which in turn will help me chill out and let me adrenals get the rest they need in order to heal! Thoughts?
Meg