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Why the Master Cleanse? My thoughts before the first day of my master cleanse.  Since I've first heard about the MC I've done it on and off, only ever truly succeeding for 11 days. Right now I know in my heart I want to last longer and I know the road will be tough because of my detox symptoms always seem to get the best of me BUT I am going to take one day at a time. I know that I will always be a larger woman or is that me holding on to the wall that I hide behind now? I look at my body and my past and it matches. I started gaining weight to protect me when I was in an abusive relationship and now I stay overweight to protect myself from being hurt not just physically but really any level. I'm holding on. Ok so one day at a time. I will tear this wall down. I will be a healthy size that fits my height. I will no longer build walls and I will let people in. I will let myself in. I keep thinking about goals. What do I want out of this? Well I know that I need to be at most 150 pounds. I weighed this in the Military, it fit my frame and I carried a lot of muscle. I still have that muscle especially on my legs. My excess body fat loves my stomach. I don't anymore though. Another goal is not having to use my inhaler. I want to be able to not feel like I'm out of breath all the time and I want to actually run with my boyfriend. Ideal goals are to do this cleanse for at least 15 days. I would love to make it to 30. I pray I will make it to 40. I want a change. I dislike being addicted to unhealthy foods. I am going to change. Add This Entry To Your CureZone Favorites! Print this pageEmail this page  Alert Webmaster
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