I screwed up.
I gave into my emotional eating...
Date: 4/28/2007 1:23:22 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 2535 times Damnit! I majorly f***ed up. I don't even want to think about all the junk I gorged myself on a couple of hours ago. And it didn't even make me feel any better. I feel worse, and not just becauseI know I screwed up, but because of course my system wasn't ready for all that solid food. Now it is back to square one. I'm going to try to keep going, even though I'll be basically starting from scratch.
That was my emotional eating right there. I feel so depressed even now. I'm so goddamned lonely. I'm sick of being in my apartment, but it's not like there's anybody to see or anything for me to do at 2:30 in the morning.
I feel like a f***-up...but I guess I just need to press onward. And try Try Try to learn to be less dependent on food for comfort...and people.
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