That Loving Feeling

Originally posted August 15, 2006

Date:   9/5/2006 7:53:46 PM   ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1986 times

My Guy and I are moving to a closer relationship which is good. I’m not expecting anything from him but a sperm donation, but still. Since we are in a relationship, and have been since before we decided to procreate, I would like to cultivate loving feelings for when we get down to business. The reason is this… As a child raised in a single-parent family, I know that one day the child will ask if I ever loved her father. I asked my mother and father this same question. I want to say with all truthfulness “We did when we made you”.

It’s not hard at all for me to fall in love. That may explain why I’ve been engaged 7 times (#3 & 5 was the same guy). I can fall in love easily and out just as easily. I’m not so sure about My Guy. He’s got issues. He was hurt 4 years ago, and part of him is unavailable. I can tell that this new closeness we are starting to share is not 100% comfortable for him. Whatever…

10 years from now this is how I want the conversation to go…..

Laney/RJ: Mommie, were you and Papi in love?

Me: Yes baby. Especially when we made you. You are the
culmination of the love that we shared. I’m happy God sent us
you.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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