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Overwhelming Sadness
Please don't smoke... Take care of yourselves...
Date: 9/19/2006 1:08:24 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 4999 times I haven't been good to my body lately and expect to be MCing again soon. It feels like a rug has been pulled out from under me. My chest even feels heavy by the weight of it.
My best friend in the whole world has been my beloved sister, Kathi. She means so much to me. So many times I tried to get her to eat healthier, quit smoking, walk with me. We dreamed of growing old together. I thought we would be together forever. She is the only one who has ever really known me.
Now she is gone. On September 2, 2006 she was gasping in her sleep. The paramedics were called but they couldn't revive her. Now we don't even have the results of the autopsy. The medics thought is was a heart attack, the coroner is looking into a blood clot in her lung. It is all so cold and painful. Why did she leave me?
For the past several months, I encouraged Kathi to do a liver cleanse. She was excited about the idea but never got around to it. When her husband picked up her things (they were in the process of moving near his father who has health issues) he saw the garlic tincture and oil of oregano I gave her for candida issues. He claimed that must be what killed her. I know it isn't true. I doubt she even used them anyway but it really hurt.
If anyone is reading this, please try to get your loved ones to quit smoking and take care of themselves. Kathi was only 36 with three children who needed her.
I needed her...
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