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The Path of Purification
My inner parent can finally relax a little because my inner child finally WANTS the good stuff ... thank goddess!
Date: 7/7/2006 11:33:16 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 3787 times Well, it is self-evident that this is a life-long path of purification and eternal learning. Baby steps, and yet the ability to look back over the landscape and see much progress in the continuous baby steps.
To be as crystalline pure as the angels, and able to converse with all living things, the rivers, the trees, and all creatures ...... this is our "original state". This is my magnificent obsession.
I am owning up that this is the real passion and driving force of my life, and that is why it is an extreme GODDESS makeover, for it was never about the ego and looking good. Well, maybe a little bit, but if it wasn't a purification to the core, and if I felt dirty inside my mind or heart or motives, I knew any outer change would be only fleeting. I am designing a total, spirit-based, full-on makeover of every part of my being.
I have recently returned from a hot springs fasting retreat and have found that this is actually a lifestyle that I see continuing forever. We learned how to live on liquid love: fresh veggie juice and other tasty delights. Upon return, I craved more, and now that I have made the fresh veggie juice so often, if I miss a day due to being out of ingredients, I miss it terribly. I have to travel an hour to get fresh organic ingredients, and then it is hours of juicing in my old Champion, but these practices are now my "religion". I so clearly see that these fresh greens shift my vibration and keep me in alignment with my higher good on so many levels. I learned how to make this kale and parsley drink so tasty that I am salivating just thinking about it now .... I'm out of ingredients. As I look in the mirror and see clarity (no layers of cooked food), then I am at peace and smile. this peace and smile radiates out, and I can fulfill my mission that day. This seems too simplistic, maybe fanatical, yet this works for me. It feels like an alignment with Natural Law and with Divine Mother, and if I turn my back on it and think, "just this once I'll indulge", I pay the price for separating from that thing I adore, which is the sense of connectedness with All That Is. For me, I simply fail to keep that connection strong while eating things that other than honor this body as the temple of the goddess.
The freshly-made, organic living juices is actually what my body wants and craves, and the other cravings I am learning to see are actually drug cravings (eating cooked food). Yet I still have indulgences, especially when out and about with my son. Yet I am so happy to observe they are less and less satisfying. I am slowly being weaned off the false titty of the Matrix (cooked food is sweet in the mouth and bitter in the belly) and back on the true gift of life through Pacha Mama, and her abundance of live foods.
Drama report: I had a motorcycle accident last week and my leg got crushed. I was well enough to ride the bike home but in terrible pain. If not for massive MSM and raw juices I would have had to cancel my extensive travel plans this summer, but I see the Big Picture and how that accident was precipated by being in the lower vibration of anger and resentment at that particular time. What a blessing to see so clearly that I can other than afford the "luxury" or the indulgence of negative thoughts, as we are moving into the realm of instant manifestation.
I am truly truly grateful for live foods, live juices and the knowledge that so many wise ones have pioneered to steer me towards the Path of Purification. I know it is my lifelong path, and I am so grateful to be on it!
I can other than imagine how dark my life would be without this path of living foods and the ability to cleanse and purify myself.
I am truly, truly grateful, and send my prayers of gratitude out to all who post here and inspire me!
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