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Day 11 - Extreme Woo Woo
Can a psychic energy clearance repattern my self-sabotaging behaviors? Can I give myself the gift of a permanent breakthrough into the Land of the Free (raw foodists) and the Home of the Brave (the courage to change)?
Date: 5/17/2006 2:06:04 AM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 4411 times So, being convinced that the way to restore my full and complete goddess nature is with nutritional fasting, (largely green smoothies), and 100% raw (alive) vegan foods, today I dug deeper to get to the root of self-sabotage.
Into the world of woo woo.
Today I experienced a telephonic pyschic clearance, for the purpose of removing implants, astral cords, dark attachments .... and to achieve a chakra cleansing and rebalancing, and a reprogramming of the mind from "I'm fat" to "I'm thin", on very deep subconscious and soul levels.
Did something shift? Can I claim that? Early symptoms of profound differences since the session today:
- No false appetite; had to force myself to have something
- No cravings
- Felt posture shift radically / stance on earth / deepening roots into center of earth / grounding
- Had a good cry, had a profound experience that even though my parent(s) did not love me, I am still worthy of love. Simple to say, simple to write, yet very very emotional to experience this and truly believe it. Formerly I could not even feel these feelings .... too painful to acknowledge. But this pain is only brief, and brings a relief of the repressed emotion so it can be expressed and flow through my emotional body. Can it be that overweight is merely unexpressed emotions stored in the tissues? Is it necessary to feel these feelings, even briefly, in order to get a permanent release of overweight? I don't know yet, but I am willing to go to new places to leave no stone unturned. The Extreme Goddess Makeover demands it!
My entire family is obese---I'm the skinny one (yeah, right!)---so the dysfunction is calcified and needs every trick that cosmic jackhammers and specialists can deliver! I'm happy to say my own two kids are normal and gorgeous!
Weight loss to date (Day 11) = 11.5 pounds. I am grateful and optimistic. Within a few weeks I will be approaching my previous lows .... hitherto I have panicked and started overeating anything not nailed down. Fear of thinness? That has to be some pretty sick stuff. Family nonsense? Karmic foolishness? DNA malfunction? Who cares! Just let it dissolve! So the reason for the psychic clearance was I decided to try to out-maneuver this yo-yo behavior and go for a permanent membership in the ranks of skinny-ness. Let's out trick the trickster, and be ready this time. Right when the anxiety program is due to roll in (next week or so).....(drumroll) there will be ---- TA-DAH!!!! ---- NO OBSTACLES! NO FAT PROGRAMS! CLEAR SAILING!!!!! GREEN LIGHTS AND FULL SPEED AHEAD!
Stay tuned for the next installment of The Extreme Goddess Makeover to see how my precidote (taking the remedy before I get sick) is working. Think thin for me!
Next up -- liver cleansing in earnest.
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