Day 0 :(

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Date:   4/7/2006 5:47:55 PM   ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1640 times

So, I went this morning from grazing the breakfast to eating the breakfast to eating lunch today. Crap. :( I will have to restart tomorrow. How many times can you restart?! I was struggling and pissed off and unhappy about my weight and figure for years and years yet never managed to lose it before last winter. I want to skip all that anger and sadness and feeling uncomfortable and just finish solving the problem rather than wallowing in my own misery. I am not that unhappy with how I look now, I just am determined to lose a little more and it really irks me when I fail in that pursuit as I have been failing the past three months and a little longer. So I guess I just have to restart again. Here we go. I'm so tired of this. I really want to push past the first few difficult days and finish. I have to remember that I have to just completely steer clear of food. I drink mostly water, but also some artificially sweetened drinks, which just works best for me. Fasting is such an easy thing, really: you don't have to affirmatively go out and do anything, just live your life and leave out the food. Let me try this again. I would hate for this blog to be a littany of Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, CRAP, Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, SHIT, Day 1, Day 2, Day 3... That would be so pathetic.

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