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Realizations
I am making it.
Date: 1/18/2016 8:32:02 PM ( 8 y ) ... viewed 898 times Listened to Christian hip-hop for the past two hours. Had two realizations. One, I got the picture of what fasting really is and why it's humbling. Fasting is breaking yourself, so that's why it's humbling. You are going to get broken. Two, I am not a robot, obeying commands of the flesh.
Not sure what to do now. I will see what's on YouTube. I have at least 50 subscriptions and never went back to them much except for one once in a while. My butt is hurting from sitting on the bed, so I will turn to the left. Yep, I just turned to the left. Still in the goldfish room.
OK, I just finished preparing a letter to send to a college I am attending this fall to prove my state residence, since my high school wasn't here. I put the letter in the mailbox without stamps, and dad told me I needed stamps. I finally convinced him to go to the post office for me to weigh it.
It's going to be so different talking in a changed voice at school. Just started yesterday, January 17, 2016 talking in this voice. I love my voice so much more now. So special.
I am turning 25 this Thursday.
OK, just took my medication.
Will watch educational videos now.
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