Too hard, this is too hard.

Journey to a Fruitful Life

Date:   4/20/2012 7:12:21 AM   ( 12 y ) ... viewed 1377 times

I can't stick with my plans, they're just too hard for me. I find myself buying food and eating. Hanging out with people and eating. It's like being social is an excuse to eat. I should be able to be social and conceal the fact that I'm water fasting. I should be able to do my 60 minute cardio a day without any pressure. I really want this, so why is it so hard for me? I need to make out a schedule again. And I need to stop hiding from people. I need to be confrontational and tell people I'm okay, that I'm not sick. Telling people I'm sick while I'm water fasting will lead them to believe I just need to eat more!

Looks like tomorrow is the start of water fast day 1.
I'll be doing 22 days of water fasting. Hopefully that will get rid of my 20 pounds of unwanted fat. I weight in my 180's now. This is going to suck, but I'm gonna do what's necessary to accomplish all that I've wanted. And I'm NOT going to give up.

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