My day, June 15, 2011

June 15, 2011 11:41am Pacific time

Date:   6/16/2011 1:42:08 PM   ( 13 y ) ... viewed 41562 times

I haven't been doing well with schools endings.... I am feelings lost in the world, and worried that things will become the way they were before school ended. I love to have fun, but I think I'm depressed because I went to the mall the other day and didnt really want to look at anything. I'm about to go for a run which I know will be good and healing for me. It apparently rained last night so the air should be pure.

I dont know what I want to do next... I have always wanted to write books, I want to teach, and I would enjoy doing therapy and healing, but even at that point, I feel the need for more. I want to live in a natural beautiful environment. The sun is appearing the backyard! Its beautiful. It has been gloomy recently so the sun makes me joyful.

On some deep level, I am terrified that I'll be stuck where I'm at. I know I could get a job as a waitress or something silly like that, but that is not challenging myself. I would have fun though and make money easily. I enjoy being around people. I think its a joke though sometimes that I want to be a therapist when I struggle with so much inside my own self.

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