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Day 18 of Water Fast/Day 4 of Juice Fast
My daily Journey to a healthier life style
Date: 3/29/2011 2:17:35 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 12048 times
March 26, 2011
I got up around 5:00 a.m and made some juice, as water wasn't cutting it anymore. I made a big batch of juice (approximately 10 ounces) of carrot, celery and apple. I found out that I like more celery juice then carrot and apple. I have read in the past that celery is good for stress. Boy, am I stressed! I drank only about half of my juice (put half of it the rest in the fridge) , which seemed heavier in my stomach then normal and went back to bed.
I woke up again around 6:30 a.m. and listened to my alarm go off. It plays the radio so I listened to it until it went off around 8:30 a.m. I sipped a bit more of my juice that that was left over. It was a lovely taste compared to the water, but there wasn't a lot left in the cup that I took to bed with me, so I ended up drinking the water I had. I wondered later on, if Mekong had a taste or two, since it was in a tumbler and not in a tall glass. I really don't want to think about her sticking her paw in my juice while I was sleeping. LOL
I slept until around 11:30 a.m. I finally got out of bed. Taking a shower felt good and invigorated me to get into action for once. I have to say that veggie juice really helps, as I don't feel as horrible as I do when I am just on water.
I left my house around 12:00, taking my movies with me, as they were due back today. I went over to Christy's and asked her if she wanted to go to Family Video with me. We ended up finding a bunch of movies to watch (both buying and renting). I bought Mega Mind, as well as Salt. Christy bought two movies and I rented a couple as well. It is really nice to rent movies and share watching with her. I had planned on going to Goodwill in Delaware, Ohio, but since I spent a little bit of money at Family Video, I decided not to go. I guess I can leave that for the following week (as I have to pay my lot rent next week, so I will be short of money).
So the rest of the day was watching movies with Christy and her son. I read a bit of my book. It was hard when Christy made dinner, and I told her that I wasn't hungry. She saw me not eat lunch and now not dinner. I am sure she is going to figure something out, but then again, she knows that I am upset about the guy.
We watched Mega Mind, Lost Boys II and III, Grendel and Boewolf, and Pagan Queen.
When I finally went home, I ended up crying the whole way. I realized that I am going home alone and that I did miss the guy. Part of me wanted to find out what he was doing. Then I remembered that he was talking to someone else now, and that only made me cry harder. I know that I need to move on myself, regardless how my heart felt. My mind has to be stronger then my heart is at the moment. I just feel very alone and rejected right now and that is hard for me. Makes me wonder if there is anyone out there that can love me, as I can love with my heart.
Feeling horrible, achy and alone, I crawled in bed, hoping that my whole life would just disappear and I could find a peace of mind in my dreams some how. At least Mekong, was cuddling with me, even thought I didn't want to be smothered by her at the moment.
EXERICISE: walked 3.27 Miles,
WATER INTAKE:
WEIGHT: 116 pounds
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