Date: 9/22/2008 1:06:44 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1596 times
I didn't decide to journal my experience until now, so the descriiptions may be brief. My apologies for that. I decided to fast for many reasons. I was feeling unattractive, low self esteem, angry, and confused. I have fasted for 2-3 days in the past, so I kinda knew what I was in for. I didn't set a number of days, I find that to take away from the daily experiences, and I WILL NOT be disappointed when I end this fast, whenever it may be. I ultimately need some clarity in my life, in a bad way. I'm sick of being angry and confused about my life. So I suppose this is much of a soul searching and mental illness remedy (or I hope, anyway.) I will also add that while this is primarily a water only fast, I have consumed some herbal teas along the way. It has been difficult. Especially since I have to work M-F and provide meals for my two children. I haev only told two people about this. One is okay (or so he acts) about it, the other didn't respond. Neither one of them know my immediate family or friends. When they found out about the shorter fasts, I simply could not stand the judgement. I have learned.
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