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Day One of my Seven Day Spiritual Fast 19 y
My Seven Day Spiritual Fast
I am conducting a seven day spiritual fast. Today is day one. So far I’ve had a morning juice of carrot-cucumber-collard. It’s now almost two p.m. and my brain is beginning to ’detox’. It feels like a big cotton ball actually. I was laying down in bed but I must go do this mitzvah for my aunt at the post office. Have a good afternoon everyone. visit the page Pain is weakness leaving the body. 19 y
evening wrap up
No one knows who said this but the Marines made the saying famous. This quote was brought to mind today as I was driving. What is all this pain I’m going through is part of my growth process? Like a butterfly struggling to get out of the cocoon or the lotus flower deep down in the pond mud.
Emotional/psychic pain is as intense as physical pain. I mut become disciplined and remember how disciplined I was when I joined the Air Force.
I managed to do one series of the five rites and juice 323 ounces of vegetable juice. I went outside and watered my mom’s plants then came back. I feel a ... read more Second thoughts about marriage,raw food and proteus machine. 19 y
some brief notes
I hope that I am making the right decision. Maybe it’s this low grade depression hitting me but I’m sitting here wondering if I’m marriage material. I have a very unfinished life and I hope that I won’t be resentful towards Dearest. I wonder if I’ll be a good mother. He keeps telling me I will but I don’t believe him. Right now I have so many things I want to do but no money. If I have children, I don’t know what I will be able to do. I almost wish I wasn’t a Roman Catholic sometimes because I don’t know if I want to have kids. However, it seems as if a lot of stupid people are having chil ... read more Beautiful pictures of Storm Talifero, raw bodybuilder 19 y
misc. thoughts
morning tomato craving 19 y
my morning tomato craving
This morning I had my lemon drink first. Later, I had a small cup of coffee and a handful of granola cereal. I felt like eating some salad so I made a tomato sandwich with some pita bread. I just ate another bowl of tomatoes with chop red onion and some olive oil. Now I feel completely satiated and ready to take my vitamins. I wonder what brought on the tomato thing? They were from my own garden too. Tasted perfect. I almost feel like building a little greenhouse so I can plant fresh vegetables for my wedding dinner next June. I don’t know if I can get tomatoes to grow in time for June but ... read more of sex and juicing 19 y
brief note on juicing
I was giving my fiance a kiss most passionate and he remarked (paraphrasing now) ’Wow that juice really does it for you!’ LOL I thought that was funny but thinking about it, he’s right. I love my juicing so much I’ve put a juicer on my bridal registry, two actually. One will go to my mom and I’m going to use some of my wedding money to buy a Green Star. Yes eating rawfoods,exercising and drinking fresh juices as advised by N.W.Walker makes me feel very alive and very horny for my man. I’ve committed myself to christian celibacy till marriage but drinking so much juice has my body very *act ... read more updates on my glorious life 19 y
brief updates
It’s hard to believe I’m on my period and having a good mood. This is day two and I’ve managed not to be significantly nasty and meanspirited. My ibook’s adapter was left behind at my fiance’s house so I’m not able to be on the computer all the time (a good thing). I’m getting a lot done though so no complaints. My ipod is getting repaired and won’t return till September. Major bummer but my man installed a new radio in my car. I’m totally loving this car radio, listening to the classical music station.
I’ve shredded two garbage bags of papers, thrown out in today’s trash pickup.
I’ve ... read more the great outdoors 19 y
blogging on the road
Good morning curezone family. I’m on the road this weekend, blogging from p.’s house. I went for a brisk walk this morning then did a round of the tibetan rejuventation rites. My breakfast wasn’t raw except for the banana, a piece of wheatbread with peanut butter and a cup of mocha coffee. It was immensely satisfying though. I think it’s because I’m very happy. P is an immense blessing in my life. I am most fortunate to have met him and managed to trick him into marrying me ;-)
I started listening to these Tony Robbins cd’s I bougt off of QVC. I don’t really have the extra money but onc ... read more I'm back...Times of Refreshing 19 y
announcement of my return
I’m off my hiatus. I just needed to sit back and evaluate. Thanks for all your prayers. They helped me a lot.
There’s power in prayer and also the living foods lifestyle. I have lots to talk about before I leave to visit my fiancee tomorrow. Blessings and love to you all. visit the page blog hiatus 19 y
going on hiatus
I am taking a brief hiatus from posting to my blogs. I just can’t seem to get myself together enough to post consistently on my other two blogs. These days this blog has been a parade of complaints,whinings,etc. I want people to be inspired and feel happy when they read my blog not depressed. Please pray for me. Thanks. visit the page Fasting is inevitable...or resistance is futile you will fast! 19 y
brief thought about fasting
It occured to me that I’ve not shut my mouth to fast in years. I managed to fast once for three days on fruit smoothies at work. That was ten years ago. I know that fasting would be good for me but I don’t do it. Why is that? Not that I’ve made a concerted effort and put my will into doing such a thing. I guess I just answered my own question. visit the page family lies 19 y
more family secrets unearthed
I just found out that my ’uncle’ was actually my mom’s first boyfriend. This may not seem monumental to you readers but my mother has engaged in a campaign of coverups that make me very unhappy. I just don’t understand why she keeps these things from me. I feel like not having a wedding reception with any of her family at all. I am laying down in my bed playing some soft music trying to calm down and not let my anger get the better of me. I refuse to further clean the kitchen until she explains herself. I hate it when she does this. visit the page Doing What I Love... 19 y
brief note/food diary
I did not have to take a nap in between my assignments today. Even though I ate cooked food, esp. carbohydrates like some wheat crackers, I’m awake. Right now I’m cooking dinner for my mom and going to clean the kitchen.
I am filled with joy and happiness that I decided to do what I love and not slave away in a job I hate, well hate is a strong word. I disliked the conditions but not my patients. Hence, I’m going to ask the universe to manifest certain things to me. I have my goals written down and should post them here later.
food diary
light coffee
kashi cereal
2 fuji apples
... read more Aspartame Study 19 y
confirmation of what my taste buds believe about this disgusting chemical
Study Links Aspartame to Cancer (in mice)
CBSNews.com ^ | July 28,2005 | Daniel J. DeNoon
Posted on 07/28/2005 9:07:32 PM PDT by gusopol3
A study of rats links low doses of aspartame -- the sweetener in NutraSweet, Equal, and thousands of consumer products -- to leukemia and lymphoma.
But food industry officials point out that many other studies have found no link between aspartame and cancer. The rats in the study were fed various doses of aspartame throughout their lives. In female but not male rats, lymphoma and leukemia were significantly associated with daily aspartame doses ... read more Leap of Faith 19 y
a brief note about my ongoing employment saga
I called my home aide agency today to tell them I was leaving. Five minutes and I found myself without a job once again. However, I could not take the mental strain I was having with this job. I called a hospital and got scheduled for an interview. I have to go Monday. Hopefully I can get to work in a hospital for a few months. We shall see. I need to sleep then meditate. Maybe I’ll do a light meditation right now with the intent to fall asleep! :-) visit the page cooling off in oppressive heat 19 y
brief note about cooling off
Well today already feels like a saunabox. Here is what I’m doing to cool off later...
cucumber and celery juice- 1 cucumber for every four or five stalks of celery
also watermelon juice with the seeds and two ice cubes in the magic bullet cup.
Drink lots of water.
If you drink coffee like me, don’t drink later at least not outside! LOL visit the page my tomato jungle as a metaphor for my current spiritual/emotional life (Leslie you'll love this one!) 19 y
brief note about my garden
Some links...
http://www.satyacenter.com/relationships-self_love-backtogarden4?page=4
http://www.exchangedlife.com/Sermons/healing.htm
http://www.merrynjose.com/artman/publish/article_419.shtml
I was looking outside at my tomato jungle. I named it that because I went a little crazy with planting tomatoes and planted them close together, thinking they’d grow puny and weak like my tomatoes did another year. Well no...most of the plants are taller than me. Except the stakes I put in the ground aren’t tall enough or strong enough, and the torrential rain we had has knocked some plan ... read more |