Second thoughts about marriage,raw food and proteus machine.

some brief notes

Date:   8/24/2005 11:07:23 PM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2793 times

I hope that I am making the right decision. Maybe it's this low grade depression hitting me but I'm sitting here wondering if I'm marriage material. I have a very unfinished life and I hope that I won't be resentful towards Dearest. I wonder if I'll be a good mother. He keeps telling me I will but I don't believe him. Right now I have so many things I want to do but no money. If I have children, I don't know what I will be able to do. I almost wish I wasn't a Roman Catholic sometimes because I don't know if I want to have kids. However, it seems as if a lot of stupid people are having children. The people who should be having kids aren't having any! Anyway, maybe it's just me and I need to chill out.

I just love to juice. Maybe if I had more strength today, juicing would have helped me. Lord knows I need to do some tomorrow. I just love making salads,etc. Lately the N.W.Walker books have been making more sense.

The Proteus mind machine is wonderful. It does work wonderfully if a person has the extra money. However, someone just sent me a link for some FREE programs http://www.bwgen.com Check it out!

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