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  • Computer   by  Zoebess     16 y     3,634       19 Messages Shown       Blog: The Master Cleanse Express
    My computer's hard drive went missing, so I am at my nearly
    famous neighbors using their computer to send a few messages
    to friends who will worry if they do not hear from me.

    Hopefully, my computer guy can work a miracle since
    he is 3 hours away....but I have a call into him already.

    Wish me luck!!

    I will blog how it goes when I am back up and running
    ~~ will stick with my fast though for sure....ggg

    blessings,
    Zoe

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    • Look forward to seeing you back!   by  YourEnchantedGardener     16 y     1,113


      Best Wishes
      on the fast!

      Leslie
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      • Re: Look forward to seeing you back!   by  peanut74     16 y     1,092
        I miss you too! Hope you are feeling well. Did you ever have that big water fight with your neighbors?

        Truly,
        Peanut

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        • Re: Look forward to seeing you back!   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,265
          Hi Peanut!

          Still playing catch-up here between flurries of house activity.

          Wanted to share I have yet to have a good water battle. My neighbors do not have the sense of humor I have (yet...ggg) and the wife wears make-up and I doubt she would appreciate me wantonly soaking her. I also played a prank on her last week, one I thought was mild but was surprised by her less than happy reaction. So...ggg...I will have to wait for some others to come and practice my pranks on. I have had a GREAT time with my rubber copperhead. The men especially react to it. I have even scared myself a couple of times, having forgotten I put it somewhere. It looks realistic and since it is copperhead season, we all are vigilant. My neighbor came this morning on a snakehunt since we have seen two here and I will not kill them. When my computer guy came a few days ago, he chased one around for a half hour but lost him in one of the gardens. Well, two copperheads went to heaven today...its a guy thing I am sure...but my neighbor pulled his pistol out and blammed the head off of one. I was not around for the other kill but heard about it and he reminded me of a kid as I watched him display the head of the second one. He is a great neighbor that way, since it does help keep vet bills down if we keep the snake population low. Usually once a year some dog gets bit. One of his got bit recently. Otherwise, my rubber snake still has his head, amazingly....ggg.

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          My friends husband will be home for a week next week and if it is not raining, I will certainly get him to play with me! I did check out my water balloons and may make up a cooler of those for the occasion. He would not suspect it either but it would mean I have to anticipate payback! It could be anything from being popped on the back with a water balloon...yes, he has his own stash of those! or the worst, he loves to turn off the hot water when we girls are showering just to hear us squeal!

          I owe him anyway, since he got me with a sort of classic prank...he told me he needed me to use the guest bathroom since he had done some work on the septic line and wanted to make sure it was flowing good. So, I am in there tinkling away and reach to get some toilet paper and he had put a toilet paper roll holder in there which plays a recorded message, in his voice!, that said, great job, your performance will be shown on the internet. You can program it to say whatever you want. Needless to say, I was surprised but laughed anyway and there was a small crowd outside the bathroom door laughing. Jeez, they must have had their ears to the door!

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          I had gotten him the last time though so I deserved it. I partnered up with our massage therapist who comes to the house and so while he was naked on the table getting a massage, we had a fart machine under the table making it sound like he was pooting his heart out....ggg

          I know...too much fun around here, but like everyone, we need to exercise our sense of humor and too many people forget how to have fun and play!

          I will post my results if I get to toss some water balloons around. Its been stormy this week and today the sky is equally dramatic with short bursts of raindrops. Now sure what tuesday will bring, but perhaps FUN!

          Have a great day!

          blessings,
          Zoe
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      • Re: Look forward to seeing you back!   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,146
        Hi Leslie,


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        Time has certainly flown by and at last I am up and driving on the cyber-highway again!

        Thank you for your well wishes...they helped make my fast successful and my journey pleasant!

        Many blessings,
        Zoe

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    • Your blog is just amazing   by  need2cleanse     16 y     1,188
      Wow, your blog was just amazing to read through. It is so entertaining and I can not tell you how good it was to read especially when I am on my 4th day and am a little emotional.

      Thanks
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      • Re: Your blog is just amazing   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,121
        The Master Cleanse is a perfect opportunity to process your emotional releases along with the physical ones. It is a good break from the situations which are distracting us from being in problem-solving mode. The liver is the "seat of our emotions", so you will especially want to explore liver flushing after your cleanse. I liver flushed my way through my divorce years ago and never experienced the melt-down or despair I sort of thought I might feel.

        Thank you too for visiting my blog. I will be posting some messages soon as my time frees up and I can mentally collect my thoughts. I am glad you found the info useful since part of my own personal goal was to give back some of the support I have found in the forum in doing my own cleansing.

        I wish you the best and continuing success in your own journey!

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        blessings,
        Zoe

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    • Re: Skin Brushing   by  seunim     16 y     1,242
      Hi Zoe,

      You mentioned in one of your posts to me about skin brushing. I have been doing some reading about the topic and it is of interest to me. However, I do not know of a good source, preferably online, to purchase the appropriate type of brush. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

      Peace and happiness

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      • Re: Skin Brushing   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,439
        Hello,

        Under my blog entry, "Junk in the Trunk", you will find an e-book on skin-brushing, and a picture of my favorite brush...a Tampico. Cactus Bristle is also very nice and you can find them sometimes in the "Body Shop"...I bought mine online..under $20. The Tampico is very reasonable and nice and stiff. Elemis makes a "cadillac" of cactus bristle brushes, but I had to send to Europe to get one and it was expensive and no better than the Tampico IMHO.

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        I do skin-brush before baths but mostly, I body brush every morning when I wake up, figuring that my lymph which are in little nodes under your skin, the size of beans, are likely sluggish after a night of sleep and its a convenient time for me. Mostly, its just a great habit and I fell in love with the way it made me feel.

        Enjoy,
        Zoe

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    • Hm...couple of weeks raw, now I NEED to do a liver flush!   by  Germanflower     16 y     1,288
      Hi Zoe, hope you are doing swimmingly!

      Just popping in with a little update. I've been totally 100% raw now for a couple of weeks and tonight, I MUST do a liver flush because I think if I don't my liver and gallbladder are going to burst!

      I've been detoxing for days, more, again...but now it's different since I'm eating plenty of solid foods, just all uncooked. I've got zits galore, too, and my skin and hair are emitting oily sludge. This is the stage where my body is discarding yucky tissue made out of cooked food (if you can call organic food cooked "yucky"!) and getting ready to build again with the raw, enzyme-rich food, which is supposedly a much higher level of quality than meat, dairy, or cooked, etc. so that the body says, "hey, superior building material, let's move out the crap and make room for this great stuff!"

      Sooo I drank a bunch of raw apple juice up until about noon. I don't know whether going raw always calls for a liver flush due to the liver being taxed with the cleanup job that raw food brings, but I know I absolutely need to do one right away with the way things feel...almost like I ate a huge greasy meal x 10 but all I've had is raw veggies, fruits, grains, and some raw hummos made w/ sprouted chickpeas.
      Need to do some research on how raw effects the liver/gallbladder but maybe you can stab at a guess? Is it old stored fats or something?
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      • Re: Hm...couple of weeks raw, now I NEED to do a liver flush!   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,340
        I was going to do a liver flush tomorrow and got everything ready to go and went to town and spent the day out...and 3/4ths way home I realized I forgot grapefruit!

        I will go tomorrow and get them but since I do not like to be on the road the morning of the day I liver flush since it is a good time to eat non-fat food, I will do my flush on Sunday or Monday. Most likely Sunday since my company is also going to stay an extra day and will be leaving early Sunday. It will be nice to have the privacy Sunday night and Monday morning so it turns out to be an okay deal all around.

        Yeah, the detoxing does continue and I have noticed that greasy sort of feeling, especially on my legs when I was shaving them, it felt like a layer of grease! I will do an epsom salt bath with some baking soda and apple cider vinegar tonight to see if it makes a difference since if you have this too, it is surely just more detox and best to soak it out. I have been drinking copious amounts of water and finally got over my dehydration. I also have been continuousing zapping which will also keep my detox going.

        I am exploring raw but for my body type (O+) it is not optimal. I was a vegetarian for years and just gave it up in the last year on the advice of another healer friend of mine. When another "sensitive" person told me it was time to eat some meat I knew it was a time to try. They were right that it grounded me out more. I worried it would give me a tummy ache or some other bad symptom but it didnt. I still eat tofu and lots of veggies and fruit but will eat meat as long as I do not have to cook it. I am eating less dairy now though and of course, much less in general now after this cleanse. I do plan to eat some raw but the fermented food appeals to me more and I do not think I can give up one of my favorite foods which is steamed brown rice. I can see myself even going for some juice fasting later this summer. I often will go that route since in my past I did that many many times using spirulina for protein.

        I did not anticipate when I was planning the cleanse on traveling in such a short time after the cleanse. I will be good but most likely not as good as I would if I were at home. I am planning another cleanse, a 10 dayer, in September or October. The fall will bring a fresh crop of citrus so I plan on doing MH's OJ cleanse then.

        All in all though, I feel good and my eliminations are great now and so I just have to find the time between the rounds of visitors to write out some how it went and plug it into my blog...ggg.

        My hair has felt sweaty lately too. The heat contributes since our humidity in Texas is very high right now. I found a product at the health food store yesterday I did not hesitate to buy. http://www.lamasbeauty.com/chinese.html It "gently removes hair follicle-blocking sebum and debris that can slow growth and even cause premature hair loss". I'll let you know how it goes.

        As for stabbing at guesses about the correlation between raw food eating and liver flushing needs...I am not qualified there although surely with the blogs on Raw Food so abundant, you could find an answer surely, or ask in the Ask Curezone forum since so many of these smart folks hang out there...ggg. I do know that you can do some flushing and then add Lecithan to your diet and it will help greatly in preventing the formation of new stones. That is my tact since I never had any twinges of gallbladder problems ever since for a gazillion years I had also used lecithan since it is also known as the "brain grease". In my travels I would leave it behind because of heat issues and storage problems so that is when my situation seemed to become one. Now I am going back to that and will also liver flush until my stones are no longer an issue. I also will use Planetary Formulas "Stone Free" to soften my stones and that will help flush them out. I do not feel the need to see dramatic marbles in my stool...mud and sludge do just fine...ggg. Better out than in right!

        I am glad you wrote to say how it was going. I was wondering about you!

        Good luck with your flushing...it will help those detox bumps. I am sporting a few myself and need to look glowing when I go on my trip...hee hee....

        Best of luck to you as you reach for your dream and even higher levels of health!

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        Keep in touch :)

        Many blessings,
        Zoe
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        • Overcoming Meat Cravings While Striving for Raw Diet   by  rawgirl     16 y     1,808
          I have discovered .... via trial and error and striving for the last 3 years ..... that the only time I had meat cravings or felt a benefit from any flesh was when I was slack on my Superfoods intake.

          During this time of transition, amidst all the stresses and toxins of this period of time on earth, anyone is supremely assisted by adding Superfoods.

          The ones that help me the MOST are

          (1) Nature's First Food -- NFF (it has EVERYTHING in it, including probiotics)
          (2) Raw cacao (raw chocolate, I like the powdered form). This saves me emotionally. It is a huge assistance from weaning off cooked foods of all kinds.
          (3) Spirulina and/or blue green algae
          (4) Raw Power (I just started this, but so far, I LOVE IT!....made from Brazil nuts, Hemp, Maca and Goji berries) .... the first ever totally raw protein powder)

          These products keep me grounded.

          All of these products can be obtained from http://www.naturesfirstlaw.com

          One way I take these is to add them to either veggie juice (except the cacao) or in a smoothie. My fave is a smoothie made from a base of white coconut water, adding lots of cacao, spinach, mint flavoring and superfoods, with crushed ice. It tastes like a chocolate mint shake.

          So my conclusion for myself is that it is the AMINO ACIDS I am craving, not the FLESH OF DEAD ANIMALS.

          Getting these amino acids unheated is receiving them in a much higher quality state than when cooked flesh. Plus, I like the idea of eating high on the food chain, one step away from the sunlight.

          When I eat dead flesh, I almost immediately have a shift in my energy field and become subject to addictions such as watching TV, wasting time, and depression. Believe me, I've struggled with this a long time and have months of "field observation" to conclude that this is a cycle for me.

          So, because I am so sensitive to energy, and because it is imperative for me to stay in a high vibe to handle my responsibilities, I discovered that getting a large dose of Superfoods DAILY completely CURES ALL CRAVINGS. Amazing, but true for me.

          It has been very gratifying to find the answer so I don't feel stuck in that push-pull of wanting to be a raw foodist and not being able to stick with it because of the sense of needing to eat meat. The other part of the cravings has to do with having full spectrum of mineralization, all of which are in the spirulina, algae and NFF.

          Getting all essential 92+ minerals each day then is easy, which is rare, as most people only get about 20. The change in hair, skin and energy is pretty amazing. This is eating for beauty!

          Now of course, each of us is different ..... so I encourage experimentation and observation.
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        • Re: Hm...couple of weeks raw, now I NEED to do a liver flush!   by  Germanflower     16 y     1,419
          Well, my flush turned up 4 VERY Large and bright green stones! These are the largest I've ever had, all about an inch long and 1/2 inch in width! surrounded by some crumbly stuff. Raw for 12 days now and it is awesome! I don't know if the good flush was from the cleanse or the raw, but it was a good thing I'm sure! I think they all recently formed because I hadn't had any discomfort for a long time and then after being raw for about 2 weeks it started. I must say, raw delivers in the looks department!

          One thing on raw, no mixxy grain with veggies or nuts with fruit--there is something out there called food combining that of course I totally ignored and blocked out, but mono-eating is comfort eating on the raw diet, just as a tip if you ever try it!

          Or want to avoid some serious bloating. But sometimes bloating is worth it! :0

          I had laser treatment on meridians to relieve stress. It is an amazing thing and releases lots of endorphins, and, I think another personality that is really happy and outgoing!

          What can be done about the jealousy and the jealous negative energy from others? Any ideas? My newfound confidence and health and better looks and slimmer body are really causing people to pick on me and say some pretty catty things I'd like them to stop it...any suggestions on how to get that yucky energy to back off and quickly? During my shamanic cleansing they told me I attract dark energy. Is there ssome meditation or something that could correct that? I don't really wanna deal with it anymore you know what I mean? I don't want to even be near it!
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          • Re: Hm...couple of weeks raw, now I NEED to do a liver flush!   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,176
            Congratulations on your great liver flush! :)

            My liver flush was successful too. Not many stones but a few. I got LOTS of something that resembled sunflower seeds. Will have to ask if anyone else knows what that could be. No flukes. I have been zapping VERY consistently so feel that contributed to the strange debris....will do another flush in 2 weeks just to make sure my progress is as good as I think it is. I am including lecithan in my diet and will take Stone Free when it comes as a precautionary measure. I had to order it since no where around where I live has it.

            Hmmm...jealousy. My first reaction is to tell you to leave the jealous people to stew in their own juices...ggg. I like people who like me and generally do not run into this sort of behavior. It sounds like a boundary issue on some level and so if you integrate that this is not your problem but that those who are not resonating with you want you to change so THEY feel comfortable, and especially with the hard work you have done to raise your vibration and to improve your life, you know that will not happen. So, stand in your own integrity and plant seeds of compassion within yourself for them.

            This can be accomplish in a few ways. One little mantra which my Reiki Master taught me, was/is, "Through me, not to me". This is a nice little protection thoughtform which protects your boundaries and still allows you to interact and be present for whatever comes up for you to learn from or perhaps even teach. You are mirroring/reflecting the benefits of a cleanse which is challenging and so stay in that comfort and allow the others to walk their path. By planting seeds of compassion I mean an active gesture of whenever you feel like you are being hurt by a comment or *feel* the discordance, just send a healing prayer or blessing their way with sincerity and that energy will negate or neutralize the negative thoughtform since the lower resonance will have nothing to combat. Love is very powerful and like many of the other Master Cleanse challenges, the challenge to love yourself enough to change can also include loving others and allowing them to shift as they are forced to face the changes in your relationship with them that your new choices and relationships with food represent. When my brother, who loves me, gets in my face about my choices with cleansing, or food, or lifestyle, I assure him that I am comfortable with my decisions and choices and as long as I stick to my own values, he eventually distills his frustration down to the love that I feel for him and show him.

            In the end, you cannot change others, but you can change the way you perceive something or how you feel when others say or react in efforts to affect you or your behavior.

            Stand by *your* side and keep the smile and confidence you earned close in hand...ggg.

            I congratulate you again for sticking to your choice to go Raw. I am doing well enough here, making another pot of soup, enough to feed twenty! I plan to can or freeze half of it. I am struggling in the heat to keep hydrated so that is one of my main focuses. I have been busy enough that I have to pay SUPER attention to my water. I am not going to do my P&B shakes until after my trip specifically because my body is not acclimated to the shift in water yet.

            My tongue is pink though!

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            I never heard of lasering the meridians....glad it released your HAPPY you!

            I found a colon hyrdrotherapist here but seems in Texas you need a prescription to get a session so I will investigate that since I never go to an AMA doctor anymore.

            Do check out food combining. There is a lot to it...simple yet like turning your gut into a chemistry lab. I sort of treat eating like making a composting pile. I pay attention to *layering* my food in my intestines so that everything keeps moving and does not put the hurts to me. So far, so good...gggg

            One other thing I could recommend to initiate change in your shamanic work would be to do a ritual to *seal* the changes you have initiated. If I were doing it, I would take a purification bath. Sage everything, including you. Then I might write down on paper that which I want to release, and make a ceremonial fire, a small one, if necessary, like in an ashtray or bowl or flower pot. I would burn the paper and release the energy. I would then write on another paper the changes I wish to integrate into my life and put it under my pillow and sleep on it. It seems simple but can be very powerful.

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            Keep letting me know how it goes for you.

            I wish you the best on your path!

            blessings,
            Zoe

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          • Jealousy   by  rawgirl     16 y     1,713
            So far the only solution I've found about jealousy is to seek to be with like-minded people who are actively working on themselves in the same way you are ....

            When you start shining, the dark side of people around you get threatened, no matter how nice the soul is .... the entities start poking them to pick on you to preserve their own space ....

            I don't think there is an answer other than "boosting". Boosting is to think of someone you love tremendously, get that love thing going, and send it out to the people who are negative, especially when they are near to you. it will usually reveal even more strangeness, but it is actually positive.

            Other than that, just walk away and focus on what you are doing and take the negativity as barometer that you must be beaming and glowing to disturb them so.
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            • Re: Jealousy--Thanks you two!   by  Germanflower     16 y     1,257
              I am going to do the sage ritual! And also, when I think of the person I love most in this life, it lights me up! I am amazed that I never thought of keeping that love present in my mind at all times and projecting it out...I have always thought that it was protective of that person to never think of her in the presence of negativity but I think I was wrong about that. It is unlimited and unconditional, isn't it?

              It is very difficult to find like-minded people where I live, I seem to live in a pocket of people who are convinced they cannot have joy in their lives. When they see that I do, and that I am cultivating just that, they really dig in. Seems like they entrench themselves even further in the whole culture of meds and poverty-consciousness and "times are tough" thinking. It bonds them together, this downward pressure, I don't know how else to describe it. I had a lady call me obsessive compulsive in front of some people the other day, for the second time. Because I follow a plan for the goals I have set and I really try to exercise alot of self-discipline about my plan, path, whatever it is I'm drawn towards which is, I guess, just to live my moments in joy and to share joy with others. Even when times get tough, I don't want to live in that doom and gloom cloud!

              well, thank you both for the great insight.
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              • Re: Jealousy--Thanks you two!   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,101
                Obsessive-compulsive, that old line! LoL...that is so easy to laugh off because you know that is not a part of your TRUTH. No, really, think of Thomas Edison who tried 1000 different ways before he successfully invented the light bulb. I suppose some people would call him obsessive-compulsive, yet that is not the truth. Your truth is also more complex and to stay focused enough to initiate and sustain change is a big deal and certainly one to be proud of.

                It only takes one person to change a situation as we all know. You are shaking up the energy grid in those around you. If you continue to radiate that love feeling and exude confidence, none of the sheet can touch you...and others will change in spite of themselves. Some will resonate with what you are doing, others will fall away and leave you alone.

                Enjoy your progress and stand in your truth and keep your heart and soul and mind's eye on your goals...you are going girl!

                The best on your continuing journey!

                be happy, be well,
                Zoe

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                • Re: Jealousy--Thanks you two!   by  Germanflower     16 y     1,314
                  Thanks Zoe!

                  So I had my very first colonic today, had a terrific discussion with the technician about all these things, you know, whether all this stuff is "self-centered" in a way.

                  She said that all I'm doing is learning the right way to live, and that while I'm learning I'm going to be a little preoccupied with the learning process, and nothing more! I was stunned by the way she put it...

                  Putting it that way made me think back to when I first started school, and how much I lived and breathed it, getting my feet wet and then into the depths of this new subject, it was really my focus. Now that I've got the down time to learn these other things, like raw food, master cleansing, etc. I'm just doing what is natural whenever we are learning and growing and changing...and I liked that perspective, it makes sense. It rang true, it was sort of the answer I was searching for because I knew that I wasn't just an eccentric self-centered freak, and certainly not OCD.

                  I know someone who is OCD, very dear to me and God love her she believes if she doesn't spin around 3 times in the shower that harm will come to her children. And she's otherwise very successful and well-balanced in her life. So--so what I say, we all have our "things" and yet we manage to live our lives the best we can and to enrich each others' lives, flaws and all. Maybe someday she won't have to spin around, maybe not, I love her anyways. I guess that's the real thing about the woman at work. She and I have had a few heart to heart talks and gotten to know one another I thought, and, in that context, her comments did hurt. So she knows I won't let a doughnut pass my lips or eat the office birthday cake--for I fear that great harm will come to me if I do. It could send me down the path to daily sugar fixes and very poor health, depression, weight gain, fatigue...and this is not magical thinking it's the very real consequence I'd face and I know it. I've been there. For me, it would be like a drink for an alcoholic. If she cannot respect that, then no, she is not my friend. I accept for myself that moderation in some things might always be an impossibility for me, because I have the potential to be very addicted to these things if I have them. I could not be so vigilant, but then I might lose my hard-won state of health and most importantly, peace of mind. It did not come naturally, it was a long hard battle for me! 15 years ago I was on the brink and didn't want to live anymore and felt like my body was in agreement with that, and today, I have joy. If I have to be OCD to maintain this, then so be it! :)

                  Well, sorry to go on and on...but yeah, I really loved the colonic, what a release after all this detox. She was actually a little scared (should have seen her face..."well, the water is going in" and "check to make sure that it's going in the right place" haha!) for a minute when I kept saying I wasn't um feeling the urge, until I told her I'd been colon cleansing for years and then she was like, Ohhhh! LOL. She had been saying that after a few of these I would get a huge black rubbery thing until I told her I had that huge black rubbery thing after about 30 days on P & B about 2 years ago. Then she got really interested in hearing about all this, and she said that she had just started, and that she was really getting an education from the clients who practice these things. I live among at least some people like me, made me feel good! Hope you get the opportunity to have one, or, lets change the law in Texas!

                  I don't know...after law who knows, maybe I'll hang it up and pursue a career in alternative health. I know that's really where my heart is. Maybe I'll practice in that area, when there is such a thing. It's funny how only the western docs get funny and nervous about my profession and the people I'm affiliated with. We discussed that too, that the tides are turning more and more and one day alternative health will be the norm!

                  Well, take care!
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                  • OCD & the path to health   by  Zoebess     16 y     1,236
                    So glad you have convinced yourself you are NOT OCD. Having dated a guy who was
                    for 2 years, I should know...ggg. I missed his quirkiness after I moved on. One
                    of his main obsessions was knocking of the refrigerator! I often catch myself thinking
                    of him as I open mine but as yet, have not taken up rapping in his memory...ggg.

                    When I was dealing with my own healing crisis and my naturopath said it would take
                    7 years to completely heal, I was overwhelmed, but then, like you, became focused
                    and jumped into the task with both arms and legs. I commend you on your own efforts
                    to remain focused on your healing path and of course, believe your efforts will
                    really pay off.

                    I have considered an alternative health profession and suppose my own healing work
                    can be considered such, but more precise, I would have liked to become a naturopath
                    but most states still do not recognize a naturopathic license and I believe the liability for them is much higher and governmental scrutiny HIGH. In my own work, I find that more than a few people want a quick fix or to be able to blame someone for their failure rather than choose to own their choices and participate in their healing process. We had one woman who basically dared us to cure her when she had come to us reeking of decay. She resisted and confronted everyone and then I finally said, "we can help you live, or help you die, but you must choose what you want to do!". She seemed stunned but had finally *got* it. She went back to Europed cured of her breast cancer. I feel like people have given up believing in their own power and that of their body to heal itself when properly supported. Even our pets understand this concept better than we do, and will fast themselves back to health.

                    Anyway, forgive my own rambling...ggg. If I can help my friends and family, those who have the ears to hear what I share about my own research, then I will. Otherwise, I suspect by the time alternative medicine is legitimized legally, I will be too old to care...ggg. I had a relative who was a doctor on horseback and packed a gun along with his medicine bags and *mountain* wisdom. People were glad to see him come and his experience was valued. Nowadays, its a different dream and those of us lucky enough to have this wisdom passed to us or who can find it, can really help ourselves. Dont pay attention to the naysayers...they do not live your life...ggg.

                    It would be cool if times did shift and lawyers could support the rights of patients to have more choices. Right now, I cannot use AMA doctors because of my choice to use alternative ones. Go figure...the hippocratic oath is hypocritical!

                    Have a great sunday~~~!

                    Many blessings,
                    Zoe
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