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Squirming 18 y
uncomfortable feelings...
Squirming in my Skin
3/.1/06
12:08 PM
after noon
Feeling very uncomforable to my body.
Lots of lovely visions during the night
and then, then early in the morning
I had a panic attack about future of the house.
I have not had this one in my consciousness
for a while, and I was surprised to see it come up.
I get it is one of those issues on hold
in my subconscious.
Yesterday was all about feeling it would not work
out with a new housemate who is gung ho to garden
but by later eve, after going back and forward on this,
our last communication seemed to quell my fears
that ... read more Floating 18 y
letting go and feeling feelings,
A friend gave me a little talk this morning
about floating down the river and letting go
of the edges.
I am in a vulnerable space
watching the panorama of crisis
abounding.
Went to the Tuesday CODA study
and we had a very very deep small group.
I spoke from the heart about what I was feeling
and it seemed to deeply resonate with others.
One woman shed some tears as she shared
after me.
I am suppose to go up to LA to step into the
Marketing Mega Seminar with Mark Victor Hansen,
but I am not sure if that is my highest priority right now.
It feels like a push, but ... read more Using Seven Love Cures 18 y
How to use The Seven Love Cures.
This is a backside page that I am working on
now. This is material for a handout, and also
the World's Greatest Lovers website where
people may order The Seven Love Cures.
When you want to discover the World’s Greatest Lover
inside of you and within your Beloved, listen and speak
The Seven Love Cures--words that men need to know
and women want to hear. Speak out loud these poems.
They are heart remedies. They will transform your love life.
Each time we increase understanding between one man and one woman,
we return our world to being an Enchanted Garden.
Mother Earth is asking that we each be the World’s Greatest Lover now!
”Leslie wants you to have an Enchanted Life,
experience and romantic future. Elevate, escalate
& Massively improve your li ... read more Self Contained 18 y
Self Talk. I want to make the most of this
very important week. Gird my loins. This is
not a week to spill my energy. This is a week
for emotional Sobriety. I am Self Contained.
Spirit is working with me. I am working with spirit.
February 27, 06
8:40 AM
Self Talk:
I am Self Contained.
I will celebrate every bill I pay today.
I will celebrate that I got a very outstanding
house mate last week who is busily
working in the garden even before moving in.
I am Self Contained.
I am going to make the most of these days
before going up to Los Angeles to check in
with Mark Victor Hansen.
I am Self Contained.
I did tremendous healing with the Jewish Renewal
Community yesterday, here in the city where I live.
I am Self Contained.
I can take time to follow up and write up a few pieces
from ”Re ... read more rebuilding Eden 18 y
This Blog is all over the Map....
I get into Body Chemistry and how to balance it.
I get into explaining my own process and what
I plan to do today. I hope this is worth your while.
There is some deep inspiration in this for those
who see their way through this.
February 26, 06
9:09 AM
Sunday
SPECIAL COMMUNITY MEETING
Sunday, February 26 at 3 pm
at the Lief’s house
Shir Ha-Yam is looking for all who would
like to be more involved with shaping
the vision for Shir Ha-Yam and helping
with services and events.
If you’ve been looking for a way to enrich yourself in
the community’s spiritual life, and become
more involved, join us on Feb 26th.
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I see going to this meeting
and proposing two events....
they would be based on having
Shir Ha-Yam take on some of the primary
issues that have alientated many from coming
”home” ... read more Revelatory Dream 18 y
Had a Revelatory Dream...
Lots of Blogs this morning
piece it all together....
enjoy! Hope something
here inspires you in your
own life.
Your EG
February 26, 06
6:13 AM
Sunday morning
woke up early in the middle of a revelatory dream.
I was with Deborah St. Claire, an old Essene Ally
in this life. She is a marvelous business woman
and full of life high self esteem go getter
who runs the Eco-Naturals, the company that
puts out the Healthy competition for thos Altoids (sp?)
that are so popular, those mints sold everywhere.
Her products are sold often at the check out stand
of many health food stores....mints...peppermint...
and many other varieties.
We are old friends. I set her up to be an editor
for Dr. Jen ... read more Sex Flower 18 y
The most popular flower in all of
Mother Earth's garden is the Sex Flower
of a woman. Men use the
inspiration and motivation of this flower
for many purposes. I use it often to
take me into pain and inspired creative writing.
I admit it.
I like most men on this planet
vote through our actions
that the most popular flower
we covet from all of Mother Earth’s creations
is the sex flower of a woman.
Men through the ages have sold
their Souls for contact with that flower.
In major cities, you can go for miles and
never see any sign of a flower garden
more prevalent that the above mentioned
flower that can be found everywhere.
As men, we are for the most part addicted
to human contact with this flower.
Our lives fall apart when it is taken from us.
We will almost anything to be in it.
For m ... read more Healing Child 18 y
Looking at the repeating pattern
I express when my life falls apart.
First comes the breakdown, then
the entry to Soul Power.
I described this process in my blog
"Shock and Disbelief."
The Little Boy is Out and He is Scared
The little boy is out and he is scared.
Going to the Market feels completely different
without having a love song to sing to you,
and a love song from you to sing me through the lines.
I feel so upset with myself.
Six weeks of work transforming my emotions
and attitudes,
and feelings like this is what I am up to?
I’ve been so big, and now look at me!
I haven’t any answer to address my human condition.
No ideas of this earth can explain
the changes in our relationship.
This is way beyond common sense;
It is impossible to figure th ... read more What is Prophesy? 18 y
What is the fulfillment of
Prophesy about?
What does God want
from each of us?
Essene School of Though Teaching:
Prophesy is not for the fulfillment
of the glory of God;
Prophesy is for the unliftment
of Humankind.
--John, Son of Zebedee
Teachings from the Essene School of Thought
1979.
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What is your interpretaiton of this quote
that I have always liked?
Found in a pile of out of print materials
on my book shelf
entered here
in the Plant Your Dream Blog
5:36 AM
February 26, 06
visit the page Still here 18 y
Opening page
from "Loving Together"
1979, by Leslie Goldman,
Your Enchanted Gardener
Life for me is a story to be told.
I live on the outskirts of dreams.
April 3, 1977
Harpos, age 29
”Let it be briefly stated that disease,
through apparently cruel,
is in itself beneficient and for our own good,
and, if rightly intrepreted, it will guide us to our essential faults.
If properly treated it will be cause of the removal
of these faults
and leave us better and greater than before.
Suffering is a correction to point out a lesson
which by other means we have failed to grasp
and never can it be eradicated until that leason is learned.”
Edward Bach
”H ... read more Success! 18 y
Inapiration for Today.
”I learned this,
at least,
by my experiment;
that if one advances confidently
in the direction of his dreams,
and endeavors to live the LIFE
which he has imagined,
he will meet with a success
unexpected in common hours.”
Henry David Thoreau
from ”Walden”
A book for Students of Life
This is a quote I found
as I was going through a pile
of out of print one of a kind books
I have written.
I just had a revelatory dream:
It is discussed here.
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=1317
All the other bogs I wrote today
came out of this mornings inner powerful journ ... read more Digital Recovery 18 y
Digital Recovery
Realized I lost some valuable
digital images.
Heading for the Mac Store
today or Monday to see
if I can recovery them using this
program:
http://www.mediarecover.com/image_recovery_win.html
I will keep you posted if this works.
eg visit the page Feel the Pain? 18 y
Feel the pain,
Wrote this a few years back.
Plan to have it on a laminate
for sale. May take it off of here,
but wanted to share it now.
© 2006, leslie goldman,
your enchanted gardener.
Let me know how this touches you.
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Can You Feel the Pain?
Can you feel the pain? Are you aware of what is coming at you now, what is coming from inside you out, not just to heal you, but to heal me, and heal our whole world? You, you get angry. You feel. You are sad. You get mad. You are whole.
You are broken. You break through.
Sometimes, I see you try and hide from the pain.
You try and hi ... read more Lack of Intimacy 18 y
Stopping to record some thoughts.
2:42 PM
February 25, 06
About to go out and spend a couple
hours seeing if I can figure out if I can get
any results with laminations that are professional
enough to sell.
I found some sheets of old laminate
and will run that through the machine
down at Mail Boxes Express in the neighborhood.
I made a contact with a company that sells
top supplies. They only sent me one sheet to try.
That is disappointment. I can hardly do enough tests
to see if it is in fact the old laminate that is faulty.
Then there is the $80.00 buck Xerox laminator
I bought. I will run some sh ... read more Shock & Healing 18 y
Shock and disbelief I am feeling,
and witnessing a pattern I want to outgrow
for the betterment of my Soul in this world.
Then, this turns to Guidance from Spirit.
You can see my process here...I hope you
get some benefit from this too.
Let me know.
--Your EG
I want to write this out of my system.
I know I can do that through writing.
I call this Divine Madness.
Have you ever really, really gotten
so fluent with your feelings,
so authentic, so outpouring,
that as you wrote, you started
to get naturally high?
The natural high comes as we
get in touch with pure uncensored
creativity.
Creativity is a natural force.
For some, as me, it can also become
addicting, and a distraction.
I have been asking,
How can I manage my creative genius?
It is not an ego trip to realize you are a genius
in some aspect of your self.
Geni ... read more Bowel Remedies that worked 18 y
In this Blog I mention two bowel and
health remedies are working for me.
I also want to share this Wisdom Teaching
that I started to write this early A.M.
It is in the form of a message from God.
Let me know if any of this helps.
Your EG
This started out with this writing
then switched:
”This is God speaking!
I am your Higher Power.
This is the Deal--
I give you hidden inside you---
a piece of me.
I am your Soul.
Your Soul is buried
deep inside your Cracks.
So you don’t know what Cracks are?
You know, your Cracks, your broken places.
So here is another secret.,
This world is intended to be an Enchanted Garden
but unless we work with our Crack material,
the Soul remains buried
way need down in there
below the suppressed
fears
the hurt
the envy
the comparing
the wanting
the jealousy
the anger
... read more be a Pro Speaker! 18 y
Dottie Walters is a gem of a mentor,
Dottie Walters is one of the real masters
of Public Speaking, and helping
others do this as a career.
I attended one of her seminars
at her home. She is a woman
who has really find her niche
and pulled herself up at a time when
women did not play a big role in sales.
She is tops!
I encourage you to sign up for her e-news.
your eg
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February 2006
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