I have gone thru tons of on the job verbal abuse just like you. I have hated and hated co workers to no end. I always get picked on even at my age. I'm quiet and I catch hell for that. Everyone thinks because I'm quiet that I must be sneaky and live a wild life outside of work but I don't and there's no convincing them. They just pick and pick and pick and I rejoice when something bad happens to them. I know I shouldn't like to see bad things happen to bad people but it makes me feel better. I have a lot of emotional baggage from on the job stress alone let alone personal stress. I know what you mean. May we both find peace of mind.