starting point....hmmmm...if I were you, the FIRST thing I would do would be to look up all those drugs.....figure out how to get off them. I know there are people here who HAVE weened themselves off drugs. It sounds like those docs have you on a merry-go-round of meds. I'd bet my last dollar that you are just getting sicker with all those drugs, huh? Everything a drug has "helped", it's caused something else to go awry...
Look up the drugs. Look for stories of getting OFF the various drugs. Post new messages here, specifically ask for help re:drugs.