Re: is it normal for husband to look at bikini models online (secretly)?
yes, children are involved.
Guys said he is really sorry many times. He is allowing me to scrutinize him about anything I need to know now.
He said that his reason for looking at some things online infrequently (mostly links from Sport sites - sports illustrated, maxim, ifl ) was to to see female form (because I don't let him see me undressed or in sexy clothes, and that I've been rejecting him so much). at least that's what he is saying....
He's been making big strides in trying to communicate with me, saying that he wants to start afresh.
I still have hard time letting go of this though.
It's not like we had great marriage. It's been very rocky from the beginning. I am moody, we argue, both stubborn. I don't treat him too nice sometimes....
etc etc...