Re: is it normal for husband to look at bikini models online (secretly)?

I don't know if I can trust him anymore. I know it's not a p 0 r n, just sexy women online (sports illustrated, maxim, ifl Girls, etc)...but then again, he could have erased everything, so I might have only found a partial truth.
We had a bad relationship for a long time. Recently I confronted him with communicating with his ex, and he denied. I told him that I can't trust him then. He had a very angry reaction and kept insisting to tell him why I was saying it. He blocked me in my office and kept on asking why I said that I can't trust him. I didn't tell him much and he finally left him alone. He did threaten divorce that evening...He was extremely mad.
I thought it was very suspicious and I later checked his laptop (where I found out that here as looking at some stuff). I asked him if he was viewing sensual material online, and he denied it. I then showed him all the sites I found, he said he didn't see anything wrong with it. And later when we involved our friends (christian councelors) into this, he said that 'he finally realized that it was wrong to do it, bla bla, he wants to start fresh, etc...). He claimed that God had a hand in this, by humiliating him, etc. He never admitted to anything else, just what I brought up. I still can't get over the fact that he was so enraged about the 'trust' issue, I feel that there is something else he is hiding...I may just be overreacting. He's always been pretty seceretive about his feelings, etc. He is pretty gregareous guy when it comes to talking about God, things in life, superficial stuff, selling things, etc. But when I try to dig into his real feelings, he is pretty closed. He is also pretty unsure of himself.
I feel hurt, angry, and distrustful of him now.
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