Re: thanks

hello girls ( and guys if there are any)

i've been away for the last three days so i wasn't on so i just was catching up in here. i was just really excited to see that everyone was posting again =)

i am so very proud of you hun you are doing so good posting in here and getting out all your emotions. that's such a huge step, and something that i can't do yet, at least the really honest ones that you so painfully put up. however, everytime i read how you feel and all the emotions you have and you go through are so similiar to how i feel. i have most of the same emotions, feelings, and mannerisms (sp) that you do it's always kind of weird reading your posts...are we related ;)

oh, and you have amazing english. i write so improper i'm sorry its just a really bad habit. oh, and i wanted to let you know that i didn't go on my water fast, i am going to begin with a few detoxes (parasite, liver, and bowel) then i'm going to do a juice fast and hope that will allow me to have some control over my body. that's all i'm begging for at this point. i'm still eating raw if i keep anything down, but if i have anything at all that isn't i feel horrible and just eat until i get it all out. some times are better. some points i feel like i'm completely cured or all better, and other times i think that i'm never going to change that i can't beat it. my feelings go up and down all the time. but each day is a new day and if i learn to live like that i think i can take it more in stride.

i'm also considering seeing a therapist after reading your posts. i've been telling myself for a long time i can get better on my own, even as i write this down now i'm thinking i dont have to do that anymore i can jsut stop, but i'm just kidding myself. i even write down in this forum and others and try and not have this issue. i really want to give these cleanses and fast a try because if i can control myself and get myself to do it then that would mean that i controlled that situation and therefore i would be able to control myself afterwards...??? right??? anyways

i love posting on here also and i think that you all are great!



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