Glaxony pt2

Glaxony

I can certainly identify with some of what you wrote. Suffice to say, not everyone is going to understand or like what you are doing, for that matter, as far as trying to regain your health--esp. if it's "way out there". Much like yourself, I have chosen to keep much of my so-called leanings and beliefs to myself- it's just easier that way. If I think I can help someone, then I will speak up. But what I have found is that quite a staggering portion of the population as a whole seem to want to b*tch alot about their problems, whether they be health or otherwise, but aren't really serious enough to do something/anything to get better. To me that's a shame, and for many years I found myself in a resentful place because of that. Luckily, with some lessons learned, I realize that perhaps it's along the lines of that old adage: "everyone's just doing the best job that they can". If they don't grasp "it" or support what it is that I am doing/not doing in order to get myself (and my daughter) better, then so be it. It's really not my problem. Besides, I liken the path one choses to getting better to the idea that says something along the lines of *there are 100's of different ways to wash dishes* - the end result is the same, regardless of how one choses to get the job done. The fact that you have made the decision to do as you are and to become the captain of your own ship as far as your health and well being says alot, and I am sure that in the long run, you will get there to where it is that you need to be the most no matter what route it is that you choose to take -- without the maps of others like family/friends to dictate the way -the only way to get there. As far as I'm concerned everyone on this entire website deserves a pat on the back and a round of applause for their willingness in trying something off the beaten path aka holistic means, etc.

One last tidbit for you: When I was originally reading your post, I instantly thought that I should inquiry as to whether or not you are familar with what is called MAP (the co-creative white brotherhood Medical Assistance Program). I strongly think it may be up your alley --when you mentioned what you are doing, the ways you go about doing it and the fact that you are *alone* -- the book and the process literally popped into my head. I hope you will look into it. The book is by Machaelle Small Wright - her website is
http://www.perelandra-ltd.com/
and the work is nothing short of amazing. A friend gave me a copy of the book and it literally took me 2+ years before I felt ready to delve into it. Once I did, the results were amazing. Understandable, some may find it a little to far out for their comfort levels, which is fine...anyway, just wanted to share with you in hopes that it may bring you any additional assistance in your healing process.

Thanks again for your insight and support. I told my daughter that due to everyone's responses, she can now offically consider herself as "famous for 15 minutes"!

:)R