Re: Zoe?

Hi Zoe,

Thank you so much for your knowledge and wisdom. Thank you for taking the time to answer me. I appreciate you.

I had planned on sending that link to the people I emailed when I first heard about Fire the Grid. I waited. Now, I know why. After reading Trysten's and Invincible's post to the link, I decided to just wait. Now, after reading your post, I found the rest of the answer.

I took my son to Ohio on Tuesday. We were going to go cave sighting. They were closed. There was a young man at the front gate though and I asked about the caves. After we talked for some minutes, I asked if there was anyplace we could go to around there. (We had just drove 4 1/2 hours and did not want to turn around, at that moment.) He 'pointed' us in a direction. My son and I ended up hiking. It was actually a surprise to me. You see, it had started raining and I agreed to still hike. It was a beautiful place and at one point I did a 'ceremony' to allow the energy to flow through me and surrender to God. We were standing overlooking the water. My son was next to me. He got antsy to go. After a couple more minutes, we did. Then, we walked to where we could actually be in the water. My son was doing his thing and again, I did a ceremony (of a sort). This time, I took off my socks and shoes and stood in the water. I released fear and anger and that which no longer served me (or so I thought) and again opened myself to receive and feel the energy through and around me. I felt wonderful. Shortly, after doing this, we continued hiking. The day with the weather, had been odd. It rained, stopped, poured, stopped with Sun blooming, poured and eventually just stopped raining. When I did my ceremony in the water, the Sun was just radiating. When I finished it began a downpour.

At any rate, I said that to say, after I did my ceremony, my son did or said something and all the peace I had asked to be instilled in me, seemed to just be forgotten. I have the ability to feel the energies of the Universe and God. I have surrended my fear (more than on Tuesday) and it seems that I must be holding onto it. I can get angry in a moment (which is from fear, so I have learned), even after something so peaceful.

I do see I need this 'prayer circle'. I need to align myself with others who are of the purest intentions. My intentions come from my Highest Good and yet my fear seems (not always) to block my intentions.

Sorry for rambling. I just felt the need to put this out. I will be partcipating on Tuesday, as planned. I have my alarm (or will) set, so I will be certain to be where I choose to be. I was going to do this inside, yet something resonated when you mentioned the outdoors.

Thank you, again, for your time, Zoe.

Love, Light and Peace,
Beth Tweet