When it started?

There was nothing remarkable how this started.

It came on gradually until it began to totally ravage my body (especially my face).

Now today I am disfigured and feeling totally hopeless.

As bad as the infection is, at least I have some hope that this MAY eventually subside.

As for the scars, I know that they are permanent for the rest of my life. I can't even look at myself anymore. It is too painful. A mere glimpse of myself turns my stomach into knots and gives me a headache.

There is absolutely nothing anyone can do for scars. In scar forums I have read of people spending 30,000 dollars on various scar surgeries and their scars were exactly the same in the end.

I have already spent of 3,000 dollars and my scars are worse than ever.

I really can't live with this pain and humiliation.