Take a break if you need to, but don't go. CZ needs more of YOU and less of the other.
CZ is just a bunch of flawed humans, but REAL HEALING happens here, and along with the bad apples, there are some incredible humans...you are one of the latter.
It has been rather stressful around here lately, but I think things are turning around. Believe me, I understand your frustration:)
Don't go. Take a break, go to the ocean & dip your toes in the water. We need you.