Re: Concerned...
I am glad to see you here K, it shows that you are interested and on a path to healing. Keep oil pulling. It will help keep your spirits up and your outlook bright!
Can you get your roomy to buy some more olive oil? or sunflower is real cheap too.
Please research the
Water Cure on this site too, while you are off work.
Also, here is the link on how to get a replacement SS card.
http://ssa-custhelp.ssa.gov/cgi-bin/ssa.cfg/php/enduser/std_adp.php?p_faqid=251
You have to provide original documents, like drivers license and birth certificate.
You'll have to get those replaced first if you don't have them and don't want to contact your mother. I am sure you can find information online on how to replace birth certificates and drivers licenses. One step at a time! You can do it.
I understand if you don't want to talk to her. In your own time will you make peace with that situation. You can forgive, but that doesn't mean that you will forget what had happened in the past. A wise person once told, that the best thing to do is to pray for the person that has hurt you. It really helps even though it may be the hardest thing you'll ever do. I think there might even be a forgiveness forum here on curezone.
PS try to stay away from the sweets, grains and fruits since you seem to have problems with fungus (feet, female and rashes).
Drink lots of water and try to get some fresh lemon juice in there to keep your body alkaline.
Keep us posted on your progress with the documents and your condition. Hang in there and stay positive. Find something to be grateful for each day! :) Sure helps keep things in perspective.