First off, do you live in an area where you can have access to a fruit stand? Do you in the city? Also, the stress of not having money can make your body manifest various negative things. I would not advise pulling with soybean oil. I don't have money either and I am using coconut oil very judiciously. You can get CO very CHEAP over the internet. I have a good job now. Instead of living paycheck to paycheck I now live month to month. I've been there when you wish you get things but don't have the funds. Try coconut oil.