You are doing great things for your dogs. I agree with Invincible to focus on the good it has done, as I too have had to do. I also feed some meat that isn't organic and our dogs are thriving as well. I say it is a billion times better than dead rotten commercial food.
I keep driving by dead deer on the side of the highway and keep getting tempted to stop and throw them in the car and take em home to the pups....but alas, I haven't done it...yet. LOL!
I know what you mean and I am with you on that one, but it is still all good!