i read some of montauk chia's book and in it he says that ejaculating sperm leads to loss of vital energy and life force. he believes the body loses critical nutrients every time aman ejaculates. he has methods that help you have an cllmax without ejaculating. i did some of the excercises he reccomends, but i was never able to successfully have a ejaculation-free cllmax. i wonder if anyone out there has ever successfully done this??