I need help

O.M.G thanksgiving was really a killer for me. I was forced to eat with family. I got so tired of going to throw it up. They kept making me eat. It was horrible!!!! I had been doing so good on my fasting too, I was 3 1/2 strong lost 24 pounds and was feeling great. Needless to say i've gained so much of it back but I think i'm ready for two. It was just so hard to get started in the first place, now just the thought of having day one all over again freaks me out. I need serious help you guys. I hate being fat!!!!! I hate being fat!!!! Tweet