What the crap is wrong with me?

I am off today and so is my roomie. About 10 mins ago he gets his keys and leaves the apartment. Doesnt tell me where hes going or nothing. Which is fine. The moment that he got his keys and I knew he was going to leave,my stomach got turned. I guess its because everytime that we are both off,I expect us to hangout. Last week we saw a movie and went to mall,and the week before that we were both off and we went to Tulsa and hungout for 6 hours there. Both times mind you,I suggested hanging out. So,why am I feeling this way? Why do I feel like I need to be with him everytime he leaves the apartment or that we need to hangout 1 day a week at least when we're both off?? I just dont know when to hangout or suggest it or when not to. Since he never suggests anything,but mostly agrees if I suggest something.

IM NOT OBSESSED WITH HIM! Believe me,im not. Im just so lonely out here. I know he needs his space and wants to be alone sometimes im sure,but I feel like he couldve asked me to go wherever he was going...

later