fragrance,
Thanks for bringing up the emotional aspect. I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I've been told it's all in my attitude, there's the name. I'm nearly a hermit at this point. It's almost impossible to keep a job. The constant names and snickering and sneers get me down a little I gotta admit.
I've actually always tried to have a good attitude about it. Keep on plugging, I don't blame other people for their behavior. I've tried every job you can imagine and worked brutal ones to avoid contact, I've tried every product, tried every diet. This is living?? Cuz right now it kinda sucks.