Your humbleness and ability to be open is commendable, DG.
My own first cleanse (30 years ago. Good god..) changed my mind about what was curable and not curable. The body is a self-regenerating system; I've seen it reverse so many symptoms that we've been taught are un-fixable, unable to return to normal function.
So hang in there. Do some of these deep experiments on your own body. You may find your own pancreas starting to regenerate back to a higher level.