so you came to them with Depression which was probably caused by an inbalance within yur body. To 'help' they pumped you full of drugs that unbalanced you even further thus making your physical situation worse and resulting in increased Depression .. then they tell you that you might be nuts so you need a shrink. Nice. It saddens me so much how the medical proession feel they have so much authority to mess with people's lives when they havnt got the first clue about the causes of illness.
I am so glad you found the way to be able to think for yourself and take care of your own body based on your decisions.
God bless.