What if..

I would first of all I would like to say, that this is what I would have done. This is not me trying to put you down or to make you feel worse. I would take responsibility for my own actions. Even if I were raped. Before I got married I made a vow to God that I would not have sex. I don't mean to brag but I am not lacking whatsoever in the looks department. So, I had a lot of guys after me and a lot of temptation and I didn't give in. I know what it's like to want to do something, but I decided at a young age I wouldn't. God did reward me. That doesn't mean life has been a breeze.
If I were you, I would have had the baby and trusted God to provide for me. If you are faithful to him he will be faithful to you. Once again, this is not me trying to make you feel bad. You asked me.