yea right..i couldnt live with knowing my child is out there in the world...I LOVE ...I LOVE my kids and i love everyone on earth and there needs to be more love..that would be way too much suffering... i dont need to learn that much of a lesson ..i have suffered all my life til i finally took control when i turned 30 ...after living with abusive parents...dealing with alcoholic men...deadbeat fathers....and homelessness...riding a bus...living on welfare...all that crappy stuff that comes with poverty...it sucks and i look back and think there was no other possible way i could have lived my life... now i am very successful... and i will never ever forget that horrible time of my life i lived... and thank god i have chosen not to pass any of that crap on to my children.