HI my name is christine and I'm new to this I know exactly how you feel but please don't get discouraged I've did every diet there was and never got anywhere maybe you just weren't ready you can do it!!! some say you need to hit rock bottom before you relize.you can do it I know you can I'm starting a Water Fast on nov.26th and I need to lose over 100 lbs.don't worry think positive stay strong and focused you will acheive! I wish you luck and happiness. christine