Hun I have some concerns about the whole box of twinkies thing...
I mean it's great you want to look good for this guy but fasting is really something you do for yourself. I fear if you are doing it for someone else you may hurt yourself, not be successful and downward spiral, or become obsessive... It's a method of discipline you take on to teach and show yourself that food does not own you. That you have the power over what you put in your mouth. That you want to be healthy and have pride that you can do it wihtout surgery or barfing after every meal. You said you had tried some bad diets? Hopefully none of them were anything that could hurt you ie bulemia anorexia etc..... If you need support we are here all day long babe. Just log in and talk to us.. It's best to prepare for this first...