Thursday tada!!!!

Ok well lets see Day 4 can you belive it? I can't really explain to you guys how proud of myself I am. HOwever yesterday was the major will she or won't she beer challenge... Hub was getting sloshed with the boys and there was a lot of pressure. I put it off as long as I could and then opened one. It tasted like crap. Before my problem was that it tasted too good and went down like water! So I poured it out!!! YAY ME
But today I get on the scale and after only a few sips of beer I only lost 3 lbs... I gota wonder why. Is a few sips of alcohol enough to mess ya up? Maybe I should have done a bit of cardio? Shut the hell up Nikki 3 lbs is nothing to shake a stick at? Who knows... Honestly though I am just geeked to be at day 4. Down 14.5 lbs give or take that .5.
I am having some coffee this morning I feel like something in there wants to come out and isn't making it LOL
It's so weird that you don't get hunger pangs anymore.. You'd think you'd be dying.. Maybe I'll do something nice for myself today and put on some nails.... Hot neighbor stunt bike rider came over last night and I couldn't help thinking to myself that when I was skinnier no man could resist me... Am I going to be in trouble when I am Mz. Hotty Mc Hotovich? I always wore the stretch jeans and lied to myself that they were in style but I was a fatty and that is why I wore them... Anyway so they are still fitting pretty much the same... Hard to tell if I lost inches. Although I feel my ROLL and it is getting smaller.
It's nice to be so in control for once. It's nice not to blame myself and feel fuilty because I scarfed down 3 double cheeseburgers from Mcdonalds... It's nice not to have to make excuses to myself that I'll start running today... I promise ...
Oh this is nice...
I think maybe I'll just fast a couple times a year. My body seems to be loving this... Really cooperating here. It's gota be good for ya...
Thanks for listening to me banter...
My pookies((((((((hugs))))))) <....feel ribcage yet??? Squeeze harder then LOLOL
Nik