Re: feeling terrible...help.
What is your diet like. Are you eating sugar? Meat? Lots of carbs? You must change your diet. You also need to eliminate the external toxins. There is plenty of poison in cosmetics and hair products. Find a good natural soap. Do you or have ever taken Birth Control Pills? Quit taking them. Also be carful of environmental stuff- like household chemicals.
Diet - Drink only water and try the alkalizing drink (see Moreless forum). Eat no refined carbs, lots of fruit and veggies (some raw everyday), small amounts of animal protein if you eat it. Good fats (olive, flax or fish oil. No sweets.
Do you eliminate well? Start cleansing the colon with
Oxypowder or the P&B shakes. YOu could also try a juice fast.
Your liver is overloaded and skin is having to help be the elimnator of toxins. Do the detox baths or use a
FIR (Far-Infrared-Sauna) sauna to help it do what it is already doing.
Do not flush again until you can neutralize some of the toxins in your body. Your body is telling you it cannot deal with the onslaught.
Take vitamins to help heal. Another poster gave a good rundown.
Listen, now you have found yourself on a road where you are going to have to drive the train. There will be naysayers and dragons and sometimes it will feel lonely. Put your sights on your goal (to heal) and stay with it.
You have my empathy.
Acne is a terrible thing. Sometimes when I am feeling very discouraged, I try to remind myself that at least my skin is trying to help me stay well. What about the people whose bodies holds it in? Are they the ones who get cancer and the terrible illneses? I know that nothing I can say will make you feel better. It just always helps me to think of those less fortunate. Like what if I lost my legs? Wouldn't I think that my lot now was not that bad? You must begin to change your habits. That is the only advice I can offer and know that we are all here to help one another, exchange ideas and tell about what is working.
Godspeed.