Well, it is reassuring to read that you are still on your own, even if it's on your own just feeling glum. Compared to where you were, even flat on your back on the couch is still a big step up. And you got through Christmas, too.
What a brave thing, to be on your own in a new city and to take a break from relationships when it is necessary for a while.
And yes, it can be very helpful to find a support forum. Sometimes even strangers can help us a lot. Just last night I found a church with a healing service and the people prayed for me and it was really good.
So I will look forward to hearing what steps you take and how it works. Thank you for the update, and for letting us know!